The heart has its strange surprises. Through my whole ride and the indulgence
in these thoughts I was conscious of a great inner revulsion against all I had
intimated and even honestly felt while talking with the inspector. Perhaps this
is what this wise old official expected. He had let me talk, and the inevitable
reaction followed. I could now see only Mr. Grey’s goodness and claims to
respect, and began to hate myself that I had not been immediately impressed by
the inspector’s views, and shown myself more willing to drop every suspicion
against the august personage I had presumed to associate with crime. What had
given me the strength to persist? Loyalty to my lover? His innocence had not
been involved. Indeed, every word uttered in the inspector’s office had gone to
prove that he no longer occupied a leading place in police calculations: that
their eyes were turned elsewhere, and that I had only to be patient to see Mr.
Durand quite cleared in their minds.
But was this really so? Was he as safe as that? What if this new clue failed?
What if they failed to find Sears or lay hands on the doubtful Wellgood? Would
Mr. Durand be released without a trial? Should we hear nothing more of the
strange and to many the suspicious circumstances which linked him to this
crime? It would be expecting too much from either police or official
discrimination.
No; Mr. Durand would never be completely exonerated till the true culprit was
found and all explanations made. I had therefore been simply fighting his
battles when I pointed out what I thought to be the weak place in their present
theory, and, sore as I felt in contemplation of my seemingly heartless action,
I was not the unimpressionable, addle-pated nonentity I must have seemed to the
inspector.
Yet my comfort was small and the effort it took to face Mr. Grey and my young
patient was much greater than I had anticipated. I blushed as I approached to
take my place at Miss Grey’s bedside, and, had her father been as suspicious of
me at that moment as I was of him, I am sure that I should have fared badly in
his thoughts.
But he was not on the watch for my emotions. He was simply relieved to see me
back. I noticed this immediately, also that something had occurred during my
absence which absorbed his thought and filled him with anxiety.
A Western Union envelope lay at his feet,—proof that he had just received
a telegram. This, under ordinary circumstances, would not have occasioned me a
second thought, such a man being naturally the recipient of all sorts of
communications from all parts of the world; but at this crisis, with the worm
of a half-stifled doubt still gnawing at my heart, everything that occurred to
him took on importance and roused questions.
When he had left the room, Miss Grey nestled up to me with the seemingly
ingenuous remark:
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