British -- India -- Fiction; India -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Husband and wife stood alone on the steps of their veranda. For a space
neither of them uttered a word. Trixie's heart beat painfully; she
waited for George to speak, almost choking with apprehension. Was he
dreadfully angry? What was he going to say? Wild visions of futile
explanations and excuses, followed by disgrace, despair, even perhaps
divorce, crowded her mind and rendered her weak and helpless. She
yearned to throw herself into his arms, to feel his lips on hers, to
weep out her love and her contrition on his breast. He stood there
beside her, handsome, tall, to her adorable. Had she lost him through
her foolishness, her lack of will? She dared not speak; a little sob was
all the sound she made. Then suddenly she became conscious that George
was swaying slightly as he stood. He began to say something, still in
that odd, unnatural voice, but now the words were without coherence.
"George, are you ill?" she asked in quick concern, a concern that ousted
all other distress for the moment.
He put up his hand to his head which was burning and throbbing with
fever, and tried to control his wandering senses. He wanted to speak and
tell Trixie not to be frightened. He was vaguely aware that she feared
his reproaches, his anger; on her arrival her face and her voice had
betrayed it, and she had trembled, poor child, as he helped her out of
the dog-cart. He wanted to ask her easily, gently, where she had been,
what had happened, with natural intonation, to make her believe that
whatever she told him, of course he should quite understand. Instead he
knew he was saying something entirely different, and he found himself
powerless to prevent it. Trixie looked dim, indistinct, and her voice
sounded far away, at the other end of the compound.
She was asking, alarmed and bewildered: "What do you mean? Dearest, what
is the matter?"
He groped for her hand as though he were blind. "I was trying to tell
you," he said thickly, "that I--that I"--he made a desperate endeavour
to hold to his purpose, but failed--"I wanted to tell you about the
woman in the bazaar." Then he reeled; and his wife, exerting all her
strength, half supported, half dragged him to a chair.
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