British -- India -- Fiction; India -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She avoided Guy when he arrived in the evening; and now, while he sat
with George, she was strolling about in the garden, uneasy and restless.
The lawn looked scorched and hard, despite generous watering that now
seemed hardly worth the labour and expense for the water only dried,
hissing, as it reached the earth, raising a little steamy vapour that
dispersed, leaving everything as hot and dry and arid as before. The
evening had brought neither coolness nor sweet scents, and it seemed
difficult to determine whether the heat came from the dull yellow sky,
or from the cracked earth beneath. Birds stupefied with the close
atmosphere held open their dry beaks as though gasping for breath,
shrubs and trees drooped thirstily.
Trixie noted it all with a sense of personal detachment from her
surroundings. The heat was intensely trying, but this being her first
hot weather she did not suffer so much as if she had lived longer in the
country. She was suffering more from the shock and the strain of
George's illness than from the actual heat, and also she awaited the
appearance of Guy Greaves from the house with an agitation that was
painful. Not that she feared any longer such exaggerated possibilities
as had tortured her imagination on the night of her river adventure with
Guy, when her mental perspective had been blurred by remorse and
vexation. She could almost have laughed, recalling the fear of disgrace
and divorce that had assailed her so wildly; what harassed her now was
the thought that her husband might never believe in or trust her again,
that his confidence in her might never be fully restored. And with this
apprehension was mingled a sense of resentment that George should have
sent for Guy to ask him about that tiresome night on the river before
she had told him herself. Perhaps he imagined she did not intend to tell
him at all, or perhaps he had planned to elicit the truth from Guy, so
that by no possibility could she deceive him! Well, if that were his
motive then nothing should make her explain; she would answer no
questions, and offer no single excuse. George could content himself with
whatever he had been able to get out of Guy; if he liked he might even
suspect her of waylaying Guy and concocting the plausible story of
accidental delay! The old defiant temper arose within her, obliterating
for the moment all her late repentance and her chastened mood.
She had worked herself into a state of unbearable tension by the time
she caught sight of Guy Greaves in the veranda. He came down the steps
looking absurdly young; there was something rather sheepish and ashamed
in his demeanour, like a schoolboy fresh from reproof concerning some
senseless prank. Trixie waited for him, feeling angry and contemptuous.
She would have liked to bid him tell her nothing of what had passed
between himself and George, but human nature could not be resisted.
"Well?" she said with ungracious reluctance, dispensing with formal
greeting.
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