"The officers turned round furiously. He became redder
still. He had a face that was quite round, hair, which
was too light, plastered down with grease and divided
in the middle by a faultless parting. His forehead
was low; and I was able to guess the effort going on
behind it, to find a repartee. At last he came up to
me and, in a voice of triumph, said:
"'The French have been beaten at Charleroi, beaten at
Morange, beaten everywhere. They are retreating all
along the line. The upshot of the war is settled.'
"Violent though my grief was, I did not wince. I
whispered:
"'You low blackguard!'
"He staggered. His companions caught what I said; and
I saw one put his hand on his sword-hilt. But what
would he himself do? What would he say? I could feel
that he was greatly embarrassed and that I had wounded
his self-esteem.
"'Madame,' he said, 'I daresay you don't know who I
am?'
"'Oh, yes!' I answered. 'You are Prince Conrad, a son
of the Kaiser's. And what then?'
"He made a fresh attempt at dignity. He drew himself
up. I expected threats and words to express his anger;
but no, his reply was a burst of laughter, the
affected laughter of a high and mighty lord, too
indifferent, too disdainful to take offense, too
intelligent to lose his temper.
"'The dear little Frenchwoman! Isn't she charming,
gentlemen? Did you hear what she said? The
impertinence of her! There's your true Parisian,
gentlemen, with all her roguish grace.'
"And, making me a great bow, with not another word, he
stalked away, joking as he went:
"'Such a dear little Frenchwoman! Ah, gentlemen, those
little Frenchwomen! . . .'
* * * * *
"The vans were at work all day, going off to the
frontier laden with booty. It was my poor father's
wedding present to us, all his collections so
patiently and fondly brought together; it was the dear
setting in which Paul and I were to have lived. What a
wrench the parting means to me!
"The war news is bad! I cried a great deal during the
day.
"Prince Conrad came. I had to receive him, for he sent
me word by Rosalie that, if I refused to see him, the
inhabitants of Ornequin would suffer the
consequences."
Here Élisabeth again broke off her diary. Two days later, on the 29th,
she went on:
"He came yesterday. To-day also. He tries to appear
witty and cultured. He talks literature and music,
Goethe, Wagner and so on. . . . I leave him to do his
own talking, however; and this throws him in such a
state of fury that he ended by exclaiming:
"'Can't you answer? It's no disgrace, even for a
Frenchwoman, to talk to Prince Conrad of Prussia!'
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