"Mother, mother, you never wore and you never can wear
that expression. You were kind and gentle, were you
not? You used to smile; and, if you were still alive,
you would now be wearing that same kind and gentle
look? Mother, darling, since the terrible night when
Paul recognized your portrait, I have often been back
to that room, to learn to know my mother's face, which
I had forgotten: I was so young, mother, when you
died! And, though I was sorry that the painter had
given you a different expression from the one I should
have liked to see, at least it was not the wicked and
malignant expression of just now. Why should you hate
me? I am your daughter. Father has often told me that
we had the same smile, you and I, and also that your
eyes would grow moist with tears when you looked at
me. So you do not loathe me, do you? And I did dream,
did I not?
"Or, at least, if I was not dreaming when I saw a
woman in my room, I was dreaming when that woman
seemed to me to have your face. It was a delirious
hallucination, it must have been. I had looked at your
portrait so long and thought of you so much that I
gave the stranger the features which I knew; and it
was she, not you, who bore that hateful expression.
"And so I sha'n't drink the water. What she poured
into it must have been poison . . . or perhaps a
powerful sleeping-drug which would make me helpless
against the prince. . . . And I cannot but think of
the woman who sometimes walks with him. . . .
"As for me, I know nothing, I understand nothing, my
thoughts are whirling in my tired brain. . . .
"It will soon be three o'clock. . . . I am waiting for
Rosalie. It is a quiet night. There is not a sound in
the house or outside. . . .
"It is striking three. Ah, to be away from this! . . .
To be free! . . ."
CHAPTER X
75 OR 155?
Paul Delroze anxiously turned the page, as though hoping that the plan
of escape might have proved successful; and he received, as it were, a
fresh shock of grief on reading the first lines, written the following
morning, in an almost illegible hand:
"We were denounced, betrayed. . . . Twenty men were
spying on our movements. . . . They fell upon us like
brutes. . . . I am now locked up in the park lodge. A
little lean-to beside it is serving as a prison for
Jérôme and Rosalie. They are bound and gagged. I am
free, but there are soldiers at the door. I can hear
them speaking to one another.
"_Twelve mid-day._
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