“Yes, my brother has often said the same thing to me. That is the usual
way of looking at things. New tenderness to replace a dying affection.
But then, how wretched to lend one’s self to such social arrangements,
and undergo such an unexpected fate! And yet a heart cannot be swept out
like a room for new tenants. The memories of the one who occupied it
cannot be so speedily effaced; they remain. And is it not a kind of
profanation for a delicate soul to allow itself to cherish a new
affection, when it imagined the light had vanished for ever?”
“I will reply in your own words: ‘For ever! What an engagement to make!
And so lightly decided on!’ Can you be sure of keeping it? Let the world
wag along. Your decision will not alter anything. There is nothing
definite in this world, not even the sincerest grief.”
She stood there silent for some time with downcast eyes. Her companion
admired the graceful curves of her supple form, and the youthful grace
that appeared on the beautiful countenance. She seemed scarcely twenty
years of age. Her cheeks had all the appearance of a tempting and savoury
fruit, Finally she continued, with a sigh—
“If I listened to your protestations, what trouble should I be preparing
for myself in the future? You are not dependent on yourself, as I am, for
I have only a brother, though, after all, he is very indulgent towards
me. You have a family which will claim you. When you leave this district
where will you go?”
“I shall return to Paris, where I generally live. What prevents you
taking up your abode there also? Your interests are in Italy? What then?
Your brother will look after them, and you will have nothing to do but
consider your own happiness.”
“Paris frightens me. That immense stir and commotion troubles me, and I
imagine it would be impossible to live there in calm and quiet.”
“What a mistake you make! The excitement of Paris life is very deceptive;
it is only the surface that is troubled. Its depths, as in those of the
sea, are quiet and peaceful, and the storms on the surface never disturb
them. In Paris itself are peaceful corners, filled with verdure, light,
and flowers, where a happy and gentle life may be passed. We would find
such a spot for you, chosen with tenderest care, and there you would
learn to spend your time free from melancholy and feverish anxiety. Far
from noise and distraction of every kind, within easy reach of the utmost
refinements of taste and intellectual pleasures, you will find out the
most precious thing in the world: a quiet home, embellished by a love at
once sincere and tender.”
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