The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)Harding, Ellison
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The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)
Harding, Ellison
Science fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
I jumped up at the challenge, and soon eight of us were on our feet.
Lydia was my partner. I was so absorbed by her every movement, so
entranced by the occasional touch of her ungloved hand, that I was
aware of nothing else in the room. Surely, thought I, there never was a
Tanagra figure to compare with hers.
When we separated for the night I was in a fever. It was useless to go
to bed, and I went out into the bright cold air. I saw the light in her
room and stood in front of it, cursing myself for a love-sick fool. But
the cold drove me in--and to bed. For hours I tossed about, and sleep
overtook me at last, but only to torture me; it played with me, threw me
on my back, as it were, at one moment, only to jump me on my feet the
next; and throughout it all I saw Lydia at odd intervals in every
conceivable mood; now smiling and beckoning, now turning from me as
though offended, and, again, treating me with indifference. But at last
I seemed to have passed through a period of deep unconsciousness, for I
woke suddenly to find Lydia before me more lovely than I had ever seen
her. I was not surprised--although I know I ought to have been--to find
her in a dress that showed her bosom, her hair hung like a curtain of
gold about her; her long eyes were wet with tears, and yet there shone
out of them a light so mystic and divine that I threw myself at her
feet. She held out a hand to me and lifted me up. I did not know the
meaning of her tears or of her graciousness, but as I rose nearer to
her she smiled. In an ecstasy I touched her lips with mine; she did not
withdraw them; nay, she kissed me on the brow and cheek, fond and
despairing kisses, for her tears fell upon my face and they were warm.
How long did it last? Was it for a moment or for all time? A blaze of
light pouring through my window roused me. I jumped out of bed and
looked stupidly out on the old sugar house that Anna had converted into
a studio. It was nothing but a dream.
"Nothing but a dream!" thought I exultingly. "But no one can ever
deprive me of it. I have felt her kisses on my lips and her tears. All
my life long that memory will belong to me--and suffice."
I sat down, weak and tired, closing my eyes to recall the vanished
dream; and it came back to me, every detail of it, so vividly that I
jumped up from my chair with the thought that it was not all mere fancy;
something had happened, something had actually happened, of this I felt
sure, and was it possible--I hardly dared entertain the thought--was it
possible she had dreamed also of me?
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