She laughed, not as if she were amused, but as if she wished to do
something else and chose to laugh instead. Lady Cardington sat straight
up.
“You don’t understand anything but youth,” she said.
There was a sound of keen bitterness in her low voice.
“And yet,” she added, after a pause, “you can sing till you break the
heart of age--break its heart.”
Suddenly she burst into a flood of tears. Lady Holme was so surprised
that she did absolutely nothing, did not attempt to console, to inquire.
She sat and looked at Lady Cardington’s tall figure swayed by grief,
listened to the sound of her hoarse, gasping sobs. And then, abruptly,
as if someone came into the room and told her, she understood.
“You love Sir Donald,” she said.
Lady Cardington looked up. Her tear-stained, distorted face seemed very
old.
“We both regret the same thing in the same way,” she said. “We were both
wretched in--in the time when we ought to have been happy. I thought--I
had a ridiculous idea we might console each other. You shattered my
hope.”
“I’m sorry,” Lady Holme said.
And she said it with more tenderness than she had ever before used to a
woman.
Lady Cardington pressed a pocket-handkerchief against her eyes.
“Sing me that song again,” she whispered. “Don’t say anything more. Just
sing it again and I’ll go.”
Lady Holme went to the piano.
“Torna in fior di giovinezza
Isaotta Blanzesmano,
Dice: Tutto al mondo a vano:
Nell’amore ogni dolcezza.”
When the last note died away she looked towards the sofa. Lady
Cardington was gone. Lady Holme leaned her arm on the piano and put her
chin in her hand.
“How awful to be old!” she thought.
Half aloud she repeated the last words of the refrain: “Nell’amore ogni
dolcezza.” And then she murmured:
“Poor Sir Donald!”
And then she repeated, “Poor--” and stopped. Again the faint cloud of
fear was in her eyes.
CHAPTER XV
THE Charity Concert was to be given in Manchester House, one of the
private palaces of London, and as Royalty had promised to be present,
all the tickets were quickly sold. Among those who bought them were most
of the guests who had been present at the Holmes’ dinner-party when Lady
Holme lost her temper and was consoled by Robin Pierce. Robin of course
was in Rome, but Lady Cardington, Lady Manby, Mrs. Wolfstein, Sir
Donald, Mr. Bry took seats. Rupert Carey also bought a ticket. He was
not invited to great houses any more, but on this public occasion no one
with a guinea to spend was unwelcome. To Lady Holme’s surprise the day
before the concert Fritz informed her that he was going too.
“You, Fritz!” she exclaimed. “But it’s in the afternoon.”
“What o’ that?”
“You’ll be bored to death. You’ll go to sleep. Probably you’ll snore.”
“Not I.”
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