The Women of the ConfederacyUnderwood, J. L. (John Levi)
History
The Women of the Confederacy
Underwood, J. L. (John Levi)
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Anecdotes; Women -- Confederate States of America
One day, when we were alone, I was fanning him, and thought he was
asleep. He said gravely, "Mrs. Pryor, beyond that curtain they hung up
yesterday, poor young Mitchell is lying. They don't know. But I heard
when they brought him in. As I lie here I listen to his breathing. I
haven't heard it now for some time. Would you mind seeing if he is all
right?"
I passed behind the curtain. The young soldier was dead. His wide-open
eyes seemed to meet mine in mute appeal. I had never seen or touched a
dead man, but I laid my hands upon his eyelids and closed them. I was
standing thus when his nurse, a young volunteer like myself, came to
me.
"I couldn't do that," she said. "I went for the doctor. I'm so glad
you could do it."
When I returned Colonel Brokenborough asked no questions and I knew
that his keen senses had already instructed him.
To be cheerful and uncomplaining was the unwritten law of our
hospital. No bad news was ever mentioned; no foreboding or anxiety.
Mrs. Mahone was one day standing beside Colonel Brokenborough when a
messenger from the front suddenly announced that General Mahone had
received a flesh wound. Commanding herself instantly, she exclaimed
merrily: "Flesh wound. Now you all know that is just impossible."
The general had no flesh. He was thin and attenuated as he was brave.
As Colonel Brokenborough grew weaker, I felt self-reproach that no one
had offered to write letters for him. His friend the clergyman had
said to me: "That poor boy is engaged to a lovely young girl. I wonder
what is best? Would it grieve him to speak of her. You ladies have so
much tact; you might bear it in mind. An opportunity might offer for
you to discover how he feels about it."
The next time I was alone with him I ventured: "Now, Colonel, one
mustn't forget absent friends, you know, even if fair ladies do bring
perfumes and roses and what not. I have some ink and paper here. Shall
I write a letter for you? Tell me what to say."
He turned his head and with a half-amused smile of perfect intelligence
looked at me for a long time. Then an upward look of infinite
tenderness; but the message was never sent--never needed from a true
heart like this.
One night I was awakened from my sleep by a knock at my door, and a
summons to "come to Colonel Brokenborough." When I reached his bedside
I found the surgeon, the clergyman, and the colonel's aid. The patient
was unconscious; the end was near. We sat in silence. Once, when he
stirred, I slipped my hand under his head, and put his canteen once
more to his lips. After a long time his breathing simply ceased, with
no evidence of pain. We waited awhile, and then the young soldier who
had been detailed to nurse him rose, crossed the room, and stooping
over, kissed me on my forehead, and went out to his duty in the
ranks.
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