Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
"No." She sat up and began to dry her eyes with her handkerchief.
"Don't go--it was absurd of me to give way like that; I thought that I
had got over all that, but one is so silly--one never can tell----"
He sat down again and waited.
"You see," she went on, "I had liked you, always, from the first moment
that I saw you. You were different from the others--quite
different--and after Robin had behaved--as he did--I distrusted every
one. I thought they were all like that, except you. You do not know
what people have done to us here. We have had no friends; they have
all despised us, especially your family. And Robin said--well, lots of
things that hurt. That I was not good enough and that his aunt would
not like me. And then, of course, when I saw that, if I kept the
letters, I could make them all unhappy--why, of course, I kept them.
It was natural, wasn't it? But I didn't want to hurt you--I felt that
all the time; and when I saw you here when I came in, I was afraid,
because I hardly knew what to do. I thought I would show you that I
wasn't weak and foolish as you thought me--the kind of girl that Robin
could throw over so easily without thinking twice about it--and so I
meant to hold out. There--and now, of course, you think me hateful."
He sat down by her and took her hand. "It's all rather ridiculous,
isn't it?" he said. "I'm old enough to be your father, but I'm just
where you are, really. We've all been learning this last
fortnight--you and Robin, and I--and all learning the same thing. It's
been a case," he hesitated for a word, "of calf-love, for all three of
us. Don't regret Robin; he's not worth it. Why, you are worth twenty
of him, and he'll know that later on. I'm afraid that sounds
patronising," he added, laughing. "But I'm humble really. Never mind
the letters. You shall do what you like with them and I will trust
you. You are not," he repeated, "that sort of girl. Why, dash it!" he
suddenly added, "Robin doesn't know what he has lost."
"Ah!" she said, blushing, "it wouldn't have done. I can see that
now--but I can see so many things that I couldn't see before. I wish I
had known a man like you--then I might have learnt earlier; but I had
nobody, nobody at all, and I nearly made a mess of things. But it
isn't too late!"
"Too late! Why, no!" he answered. "I'm only beginning now, and I'm
forty-five. I, too, have learned a lot in this fortnight."
She looked at him anxiously for a moment. "They don't like you, do
they? Robin and the others?"
"No," he answered; "I don't think they do."
"I know," she said quickly; "I heard from Robin, and I'm sorry. You
must have had a bad time. But why, if they have been like that, do you
want the letters? They have treated us both in the same way."
"Why, yes," he answered. "Only Robin is my son. That, you see, is my
great affair. I care for him more than for anything in the world, and
if I had the letters----"
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