Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
He walked back to "The Flutes" with the one fact ever before him--that
she had refused him. He realised now that it had been his love for her
that had kept him during these weeks sane and brave. Without it, he
could not have faced his recent troubles and all the desolate sense of
outlawry and desolation that had weighed on him so terribly. Now he
must face it, alone, with the knowledge that she did not love him--that
she had told him so. It was his second rejection--the second flinging
to the ground of all his defences and walls of protection. Robin had
rejected him, Mary had rejected him, and he was absolutely, horribly
alone. He thought for a moment of Dahlia Feverel and of her desertion.
Well, she had faced it pluckily; he would do the same. Life could be
hard, but he would not be beaten. His methods of consolation, his
pulling of himself together--it was all extremely commonplace, but then
he was an essentially commonplace man, and saw things unconfusedly, one
at a time, with no entanglement of motives or complicated searching for
origins. He had accepted the fact of his rejection by his family with
the same clear-headed indifference to side-issues as he accepted now
his rejection by Mary. He could not understand "those artist fellows
with their complications"--life for him was perfectly straight-forward.
But the gods had not done with his day. On the way up to his room he
was met by Clare.
"Father is worse," she said quickly. "He took a turn this morning, and
now, perhaps, he will not live through the night. Dr. Turner and Dr.
Craile are both with him. He asked for you a little while ago."
She passed down the stairs--the quiet, self-composed woman of every
day. It was characteristic of a Trojan that the more agitated outside
circumstances became the quieter he or she became. Harry was Trojan in
this, and, as was customary with him, he put aside his own worries and
dealt entirely with the matter in hand.
Already, over the house, a change was evident. In the absolute
stillness there could be felt the presence of a crisis, and the
monotonous flap of a blind against some distant window sounded clearly
down the passages.
In Sir Jeremy's room there was perfect stillness. The two doctors had
gone downstairs and the nurse was alone. "He asked for you, sir," she
whispered; "he is unconscious again now."
Harry sat down by the bed and waited. The air was heavy with scents of
medicine, and the drawn blinds flung grey, ghost-like shadows over the
bed. The old man seemed scarcely changed. The light had gone from his
eyes and his hand lay motionless on the sheets, and his lips moved
continually in a never-ceasing murmur.
Suddenly he turned and his eyes opened. The nurse moved forward.
"Where's Harry?" He waved his arm feebly in the air.
"I'm here, father," Harry said quietly.
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