Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Sir Jeremy was perfectly still. Death had come to him very gently and
had laid its hand quietly upon him, with no violence or harshness. It
was only old age that had greeted him as a friend, and then with a
smile had persuaded him to go. He was unconscious now, but at any
moment his senses might return, and then he would ask for Harry. The
crisis might come at any time, and Harry must be there.
He felt no weariness; his brain was extraordinarily active and he
passed every incident since his return in review. It all seemed so
clear to him now; the inevitability of it all; and his own blindness in
escaping the meaning of it. It seemed now that he had known nothing of
the world at all three weeks ago. Then he had judged it from his own
knowledge--now he saw it in many lights; the point of view of Robin, of
Dahlia Feverel, of Clare, of Sir Jeremy, of Bethel, of Mary--he had
arrived at the great knowledge that Life could be absolutely right for
many different sorts of people--that the same life, like a globe of
flashing colours, could shine into every corner of obscurity, gleaming
differently in every different place and yet be unchangeable.
Murderer, robber, violator, saint, priest, king, beggar--they were all
parts of a wonderful, inevitable world, and, he saw it now, were all of
them essential. He had been tolerant before from a wide-embracing
charity; he was tolerant now from a wide-embracing knowledge: "Er
liebte jeden Hund, und wuenschte von jedem Hund geliebt zu sein."
They had all learnt in that last three weeks. Dahlia Feverel would
pass into the world with that struggle at her heart and the strength of
her victory--his father would solve the greatest question of
all--Robin! Mary! Clare!--they had all been learning too, but what it
was that they had learnt he could not yet tell; the conclusion of the
matter was to come. But it had all been, for him at least, only a
prelude; he was to stand for the world as head of the House, he had his
life before him and his work to do, he had only, like Robin, just "come
of age."
He did not know why, but he had no longer any doubt. He knew that he
would win Robin, he knew that he would win Mary; up to that day he had
been uncertain, vacillating, miserable--but now he had no longer any
hesitation. The work of his life was to fit Robin for his due
succession, and, please God, he would do it with all his heart and soul
and strength; there was to be no false sentiment, no shifting of
difficult questions, no hiding from danger, no sheltering blindly under
unquestioned creeds, no false bids for popularity.
Robin was to be clean, straight, and sane, with all the sturdy
cleanliness and strength and sanity that his father's love and
knowledge could give him.
Oh! he loved his son!--but no longer blindly, as he had loved him three
weeks ago ... and so he faced his future.
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