However, her lassitude and the change in her figure increased. It all
seemed to threaten blows at my pleasure, attacks on her beauty,--I
saw this in it instead of the patience and gentle pity and sense of
protection which ennoble a woman’s love. I did not altogether conceal
my boredom. One evening, as we were returning from the woods a little
later than usual, where I had been for a part of the way inattentive,
she stopped, very weary, before passing through the gate.
“I am afraid,” she said.
I looked about us; there was no noise, no movement to cause her fear. I
thought that perhaps the shadows and the silence had affected her.
“There is nothing, Raymonde.”
“No,” she agreed, “there is nothing.”
I let the matter drop, satisfied. I did not understand that she needed
to be reassured. Her fear was not of external things; those she
understood and trusted. Already, her fear was of me.
* * *
During my previous visits in the Sleeping Woods, I had had scarcely a
word to say to the farmers and workmen whom I met on my estate. They
were my superintendent’s affair, not mine; such people were total
strangers to me. During our engagement, I had been much surprised at
the looks of understanding exchanged between them and Raymonde when I
accompanied her. Later, love traced around us its circle of isolation
and no one addressed us, but through its social aspect, marriage made
us more accessible. On our return from Italy, the tenants and day
labourers whom we encountered, never failed to salute my wife. They
called her “Our Lady.” She was “Our Lady of the Woods,” and at first
it amused me. But they told her of the deaths and the births, obscure
stories of the village or the household, bad crops, or the sickness of
the live stock, and I saw myself put aside. They consulted her and let
me alone.
“But here is your Master,” she objected, pointing to me, and
entrenching herself behind my authority.
“Yes, but you are our lady.”
Instead of rejoicing in this, at last I became offended.
“Speak to them,” she advised me. “Are you not their master?”
“I do not know them,” I answered.
“Exactly, but you will know them.”
“They bore me,” I replied.
“Give them a little friendship, and they will cease to weary you.”
“I don’t find it easy,” I said.
“There is poor Fannette, the washerwoman: her hands are covered with
cracks and chilblains. Then there is Pierre, the deaf man, who works in
our garden.”
“If he is deaf, it would be useless to talk to him.”
“Oh, but one can speak to him with a hearty laugh, or a handshake,
or a finger showing him a flower bed. That is the language which
he understands. He has never forgotten to bring me a bouquet on my
birthday.”
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