“The foreign invasion. Go and make love to her. She is as contagious as
the whooping cough with you men.”
“Indeed!”
“Oh, don’t boast. You will go the way of all the others. She makes the
necessary concessions.”
A call for silence interrupted us. Mme. de H--, with a queenly gesture,
enlarged the circle about her; then, with an apparent inward search for
inspiration, began her recitation.
I am not expert enough in poetry to decide on the merit of her poem;
besides, too many conflicting impressions affected my judgment. In her
verses deified nature took human shape, the better to offer herself
to our comprehension. Once more the Bacchantes, after having killed
Orpheus, substituted for his sacred rhythms their wild fanatic dances
and disorderly rounds. In the tone of her warm, flexible, and sonorous
voice and the harmonious gestures with which she accompanied her poem,
in the whole dashing movement of her lithe body, which appeared to be
burning with earnestness, there was a certain sensual appeal which
disturbed one’s nerves. It was the return to primitive instincts,
to the cult of force and desire. Yet no one, except Raymonde, who
preserved her calm in the midst of the general emotion, thought of
being surprised at hearing such ideas exploited in the most refined
salon in Paris by a woman whose face was rouged and whose youth was
already a thing of the past.
Mme. de Saunois had evidently known what was coming. As for me, I was
eager to be presented to Mme. de H--, the beautiful Nacha she was
familiarly called by those about me, like an established celebrity. She
barely deigned to acknowledge my compliments by a movement of her head.
The rouge and powder, at close range, did not seem to detract from her
beauty.
“What did I say?” whispered Mme. de Saunois, with the air of improving
her prediction. For the success of another was hardly pleasing to her.
Raymonde did not consent to manifest any sort of approval, although
Mme. de H-- regarded her fixedly. What was the matter with them that
they all wanted the approbation which she could not give? Is a single
reproach, probably justified, more important than an outburst of
acclamations?
In the carriage in which we drove away, my wife and I exchanged only
the vaguest remarks. But when we were at home and she was removing her
cloak, I noticed that she was on the verge of tears.
“Did you not enjoy yourself?” I asked, hypocritically.
“Oh, I didn’t go for that purpose,” she answered, naively.
“Why, then?”
“So that you might be pleased with me. And you are not.”
“Oh, yes, I am.”
I could not deceive her by my weak protestations.
“No, you’re not. You can’t be. And I shall never know how to please
you.”
I condescendingly consoled her. I promised to direct and form her.
And when I questioned her (what made me do it?) about the impression
which Mme. de H-- had produced on her, I received, after a moment’s
hesitation, this abrupt reply:
“She is indecent. Don’t you think so?”
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