Pierre Ducal, who in the old days had taught me the art of moving
with ease in the most dissimilar salons, Pierre Ducal, whose support
the negligence of my wife had diverted and I had counted too much on,
sought again evidently to get into touch with us. He had then attained
the summit of the only glory he had ever really desired. Slender of
figure, graceful, his clean-shaven face sallow of tint but passing at
night for interesting pallor, erect in carriage, affected in his wit,
of dashing demeanour, he aspired now all the more to fascinate because
he was pursued by the terror of old age. A time--not far distant--would
come when he would have to take his place in the faded and worn-out
category of old beaux, old fellows who had been handsome once, who
continued to dress and carry themselves as if they still were so,
touching knight-errants, a little comical, following that lost cause,
their youth. Being discerning, he foresaw the end that awaited him. But
this foresight diminished in proportion as the danger increased, or
rather, the threat was already put into execution while he continued to
believe it hanging over him. In the face of this shipwreck he turned to
account with agonising haste all the possible pleasures of life. Never
more than at this time had I seen him so engaging and so brilliant.
Never had he enjoyed such prestige, never had his clever sayings, his
judgments, his ironies been so much in demand, nor exercised so much
effect.
I attribute the happy change in Ducal’s attitude to his regret that he
had allowed our old friendship to lapse. He became our most intimate
associate. He accompanied us to the races, and the theatres; we
commenced to meet him in the society which we frequented, which was
less riotous, more dignified than that which he effected. In spite
of myself, I had submitted, in the choice of our associates, to the
guidance of Raymonde. However, I was apprehensive as to the effect
which my wife’s old-fashioned views could not fail to produce on our
worldly companion. The first time this apprehension put me in torture.
I was soon reassured. Pierre Ducal marvelled at her great originality,
which Paris had not shaken. Far from being amused, as I feared, he
invited comments which disconcerted him, but which he did not ridicule.
He even tried to understand them. This new interest which he took in
Raymonde’s reserved conversation was of great benefit to her. The world
was not slow to amend the reputation it had given her for shyness and
provincialism. I heard favourable echoes around me; the opinion of
Pierre Ducal weighed so heavily.
“We see your friend very often,” my wife observed one day.
I expressed my contentment at this, but after she had made the remark
she seemed to me, when Ducal was present, more reserved and distant
than ever:--so much so, that I showed my displeasure and surprise.
“You are scarcely civil to him.”
“Oh, do you think so? Why should I be more agreeable?”
“He is my friend.”
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