The Works of Edgar Allan Poe — Volume 2Poe, Edgar Allan
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The Works of Edgar Allan Poe — Volume 2
Poe, Edgar Allan
American fiction -- 19th century; Fantasy fiction; Horror tales, American; Short stories
Wilson’s rebellion was to me a source of the greatest
embarrassment; the more so as, in spite of the bravado with which
in public I made a point of treating him and his pretensions, I
secretly felt that I feared him, and could not help thinking the
equality which he maintained so easily with myself, a proof of
his true superiority; since not to be overcome cost me a
perpetual struggle. Yet this superiority—even this equality—was
in truth acknowledged by no one but myself; our associates, by
some unaccountable blindness, seemed not even to suspect it.
Indeed, his competition, his resistance, and especially his
impertinent and dogged interference with my purposes, were not
more pointed than private. He appeared to be destitute alike of
the ambition which urged, and of the passionate energy of mind
which enabled me to excel. In his rivalry he might have been
supposed actuated solely by a whimsical desire to thwart,
astonish, or mortify myself; although there were times when I
could not help observing, with a feeling made up of wonder,
abasement, and pique, that he mingled with his injuries, his
insults, or his contradictions, a certain most inappropriate, and
assuredly most unwelcome affectionateness of manner. I could only
conceive this singular behavior to arise from a consummate
self-conceit assuming the vulgar airs of patronage and
protection.
Perhaps it was this latter trait in Wilson’s conduct, conjoined
with our identity of name, and the mere accident of our having
entered the school upon the same day, which set afloat the notion
that we were brothers, among the senior classes in the academy.
These do not usually inquire with much strictness into the
affairs of their juniors. I have before said, or should have
said, that Wilson was not, in the most remote degree, connected
with my family. But assuredly if we had been brothers we must
have been twins; for, after leaving Dr. Bransby’s, I casually
learned that my namesake was born on the nineteenth of January,
1813—and this is a somewhat remarkable coincidence; for the day
is precisely that of my own nativity.
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