The Works of Edgar Allan Poe — Volume 2Poe, Edgar Allan
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The Works of Edgar Allan Poe — Volume 2
Poe, Edgar Allan
American fiction -- 19th century; Fantasy fiction; Horror tales, American; Short stories
To muse for long unwearied hours, with my attention riveted to
some frivolous device on the margin, or in the typography of a
book; to become absorbed, for the better part of a summer’s day,
in a quaint shadow falling aslant upon the tapestry or upon the
floor; to lose myself, for an entire night, in watching the
steady flame of a lamp, or the embers of a fire; to dream away
whole days over the perfume of a flower; to repeat, monotonously,
some common word, until the sound, by dint of frequent
repetition, ceased to convey any idea whatever to the mind; to
lose all sense of motion or physical existence, by means of
absolute bodily quiescence long and obstinately persevered in:
such were a few of the most common and least pernicious vagaries
induced by a condition of the mental faculties, not, indeed,
altogether unparalleled, but certainly bidding defiance to
anything like analysis or explanation.
Yet let me not be misapprehended. The undue, earnest, and morbid
attention thus excited by objects in their own nature frivolous,
must not be confounded in character with that ruminating
propensity common to all mankind, and more especially indulged in
by persons of ardent imagination. It was not even, as might be at
first supposed, an extreme condition, or exaggeration of such
propensity, but primarily and essentially distinct and different.
In the one instance, the dreamer, or enthusiast, being interested
by an object usually _not_ frivolous, imperceptibly loses sight
of this object in a wilderness of deductions and suggestions
issuing therefrom, until, at the conclusion of a day-dream _often
replete with luxury_, he finds the _incitamentum_, or first cause
of his musings, entirely vanished and forgotten. In my case, the
primary object was _invariably frivolous_, although assuming,
through the medium of my distempered vision, a refracted and
unreal importance. Few deductions, if any, were made; and those
few pertinaciously returning in upon the original object as a
centre. The meditations were _never_ pleasurable; and, at the
termination of the reverie, the first cause, so far from being
out of sight, had attained that supernaturally exaggerated
interest which was the prevailing feature of the disease. In a
word, the powers of mind more particularly exercised were, with
me, as I have said before, the _attentive_, and are, with the
day-dreamer, the _speculative_.
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