_Pan._ Didst find her good, or didst thou make her good?
If found, thou may'st refind, because thou hadst her;
If made, the work is lost, but thou that madest her
Livest yet as cunning. Hast lost a good wife?
Thrice-blessèd man that lost her whilst she was good,
Fair, young, unblemish'd, constant, loving, chaste. 40
I tell thee, youth, age knows, young loves seem graced,
Which with gray cares, rude jars, are oft defaced.
_Ant._ But she was full of hope.
_Pan._ May be, may be; but that which _may be_ stood,
Stands now without all _may_. She dièd good,
And dost thou grieve?
_Alb._ I ha' lost a true friend.
_Pan._ I live encompass'd with two blessèd souls.
Thou lost a good wife, thou lost a true friend, ha!
Two of the rarest lendings of the heavens,--
But lendings which, at the fix'd day of pay 50
Set down by fate, thou must restore again.[312]
O what unconscionable souls are here!
Are you all like the spoke-shaves of the church?
Have you no maw to restitution?
Hast lost a true friend, coz? then thou hadst one.
I tell thee, youth, 'tis all as difficult
To find true friend in this apostate age
(That balks all right affiance 'twixt two hearts)
As 'tis to find a fixèd modest heart
Under a painted breast. Lost a true friend! 60
O happy soul that lost him whilst he was true!
Believe it, coz, I to my tears have found,
Oft dirt's respect makes firmer friends unsound.
_Alb._ You have lost a good son.
_Pan._ Why, there's the comfort on't, that he was good.
Alas, poor innocent!
_Alb._ Why weeps mine uncle?
_Pan._ Ha, dost ask me why? ha, ha!
Good coz, look here! [_He shows him his son's breast._
Man will break out, despite philosophy.
Why, all this while I ha' but played a part, 70
Like to some boy that acts a tragedy,
Speaks burly words, and raves out passion;
But, when he thinks upon his infant weakness,
He droops his eye. I spake more than a god,
Yet am less than a man.
I am the miserablest soul that breathes.
[ANTONIO _starts up_.
_Ant._ 'Slid, sir, ye lie! by the heart of grief, thou liest!
I scorn'd that any wretched should survive,
Outmounting me in that superlative,
Most miserable, most unmatch'd in woe. 80
Who dare assume that but Antonio?
_Pan._ Wilt still be so, and shall yon blood-hound live?
_Ant._ Have I an arm, a heart, a sword, a soul?
_Alb._ Were you but private unto what we know----
_Pan._ I'll know it all; first let's inter the dead.
Let's dig his grave with that shall dig the heart,
Liver, and entrails of the murderer.
[_They strike the stage with their daggers, and
the grave openeth._
_Ant._ Wilt sing a dirge, boy?
_Pan._ No, no song; 'twill be vile out of tune.
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