I had no views on life, beyond an occasional impulse to commit suicide,
or to get drunk, and drifted down the street, semi-conscious, walking
apparently on air in the light-headedness of grief. I had money in my
pocket, whether mine or my creditors' I had no means of guessing; and,
the "Poodle Dog" lying in my path, I went mechanically in and took a
table. A waiter attended me, and I suppose I gave my orders; for
presently I found myself, with a sudden return of consciousness,
beginning dinner. On the white cloth at my elbow lay the letter,
addressed in a clerk's hand, and bearing an English stamp and the
Edinburgh postmark. A bowl of bouillon and a glass of wine awakened in
one corner of my brain (where all the rest was in mourning, the blinds
down as for a funeral) a faint stir of curiosity; and while I waited the
next course, wondering the while what I had ordered, I opened and began
to read the epoch-making document:
"DEAR SIR,--I am charged with the melancholy duty of announcing to
you the death of your excellent grandfather, Mr. Alexander Loudon, on
the 17th ult. On Sunday, the 13th, he went to church as usual in the
forenoon, and stopped on his way home, at the corner of Princes
Street, in one of our seasonable east winds, to talk with an old
friend. The same evening acute bronchitis declared itself; from the
first, Dr. M'Combie anticipated a fatal result, and the old gentleman
appeared to have no illusion as to his own state. He repeatedly
assured me it was 'by' with him now; 'and high time too,' he once
added with characteristic asperity. He was not in the least changed
on the approach of death: only (what I am sure must be very grateful
to your feelings) he seemed to think and speak even more kindly than
usual of yourself, referring to you as 'Jeannie's yin,' with strong
expressions of regard. 'He was the only one I ever liket of the hale
jing-bang,' was one of his expressions; and you will be glad to know
that he dwelt particularly on the dutiful respect you had always
displayed in your relations. The small codicil, by which he bequeaths
you his Molesworth, and other professional works, was added (you will
observe) on the day before his death; so that you were in his
thoughts until the end. I should say that, though rather a trying
patient, he was most tenderly nursed by your uncle, and your cousin,
Miss Euphemia. I enclose a copy of the testament, by which you will
see that you share equally with Mr. Adam, and that I hold at your
disposal a sum nearly approaching seventeen thousand pounds. I beg to
congratulate you on this considerable acquisition, and expect your
orders, to which I shall hasten to give my best attention. Thinking
that you might desire to return at once to this country, and not
knowing how you may be placed, I enclose a credit for six hundred
pounds. Please sign the accompanying slip, and let me have it at your
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