The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*He replied: “I will not tell a lie to save ten thousand lives. It is
true, life is sweet, but the love and favour of God is sweeter to me
than life itself: how do I know, but while I am telling of a lie to
save my life, I may be struck dead, and lose my precious soul for ever?
I shall therefore plead guilty: not with a design to obtain the favour
of man thereby: for I expect, I deserve none; but because I would not
offend God, and grieve his Holy Spirit.”
A by-stander asked him, Whether he was willing to die?
He said, “When I consult with flesh and blood, it seems hard to leave
the world in the bloom of my youth; but when I consider I am going to
him whom my soul loves, then I long to be dissolved, and to be with
Christ Jesus.”
This, with much more to the same import, he uttered, with a chearful
countenance, and with such an humble, yet confident boldness, as filled
all with admiration that heard him.
A Roman Catholic, being present, could not believe that it was possible
for any one to know his sins were forgiven; but acknowledged he
believed _Matthew_ to be a pious young man, and that if it was to be
known here, he did know it.
A near relation being of the same opinion, as to the knowledge of the
forgiveness of sins, he said, “Believe me, as I shortly expect to die,
and look on myself as a dying man, I am positive God for Christ’s sake
hath pardoned all my sins; and I am not afraid to face death, for death
cannot hurt me.”
To some, he said, “My living in an alehouse exposed me to much evil
company, and I was forced to hear much cursing and swearing, to which I
myself was too much addicted. This with my living in uncleanness, made
me forget God; so that God for my manifold sins, left me to commit the
crime, for which I am justly to lose my life. But I have no cause to
complain, since God hath made me repent, and see the evil of my ways
in my chains: and glory be to his name, he hath set my soul at liberty.
Oh! blessed be his name for his unspeakable goodness to me, so vile and
wretched a sinner, for he hath enabled me to repent with a repentance
not to be repented of. I formerly took great pleasure in committing sin,
but now I hate the very thoughts of sin; and I really believe (by God’s
grace) I could not commit a sin to gain a kingdom.”
After the person, by whom he was first convinced, had been with him, he
cryed out, “Oh, that he could be with me always, then would my prison
be a palace, and my confinement better than liberty!――*But, why do I
want a man to be with me? Have I not the presence of God with me? Have
I not communion with Jesus Christ? And that is more valuable than all
the helps and conversation of poor sinful man.”
Being informed there was a minister belonging to the gaol, who would
help him in his addresses to the Almighty God:
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