The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
HIS original constitution was strong, and his make and stature such,
as, humanly speaking, indicated health and long life. He seemed free
from those incumbrances of constitution which some have to struggle
with well nigh all their days. His complexion tended rather to the
melancholic, although from his fervour of spirit, one would have
thought the contrary. But the grace of God, is powerful to alter, and
even invert the course of nature. However, the natural temperature of
his body seemed well calculated both for the service of God, and of his
neighbour.
But in fact, if his bones had been brass, and his flesh iron, they
must have yielded to the violence which his labours offered to his
constitution. He enjoyed good health till above nineteen, which was
the year of his conversion to God. But from the twentieth to the
twenty-eighth, his life may be said to have been a lingering death;
as he never was a day free from pain or weakness.
A slow fever, and pain at his stomach were, for the most part, his
companions, day and night. The manner of his preaching, intense
study, little rest, and frequent fatigues, broke the very frame of his
nature, and brought him in a short time to such a habit of body, as no
medicines were able to remove.
“It is, as he once expressed it, (speaking of his illness) in the work
of God, in the cause of Christ! Therefore I rejoice; for I count not my
life dear to myself, if I may but glorify my Lord God, and only Master,
Jesus Christ.” It is surprizing, that, considering his weakness and
habitual disorders, he could go thro’ such daily and nightly labours as
he did: nor can it be accounted for otherwise, than that the strength
of God was made perfect in his weakness. Sometimes (says he) when I
begin the labour of love, I am hardly able, either to walk or speak;
but after I have laboured a while, I find new strength, and am even
better than when I begun!”
As to the use which he always made of his illnesses, it will be best
gathered from his own words.
*“_Tuesday, January 18, 1751._ I preached on _Matthew v. 3._ but
could not finish; being seized with an ague. Immediately I went to
bed. I could rest in the will of God, being persuaded it was for the
better. True it is, that afflictions are not joyous, but grievous
while they last, though afterwards they yield the peaceable fruits
of righteousness. How great, O my God, are thy goodness, and tender
mercies towards me! If I had a thousand tongues, I could not praise
my God as he deserves. He remembers me in the time of my trouble, and
leaves not my soul comfortless. Lord, there is nothing good in me,
that thou shouldst regard, and so remember me. All is of thy free
grace, and undeserved mercy. O the ravishing joy that seizes my heart,
in meditating on the dying love of my Saviour! It raises me above all
human things, and carries my soul deep into the mysteries of godliness.”
Two things he then especially remarked,
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