The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
“When one knows (says he, on another of these occasions) that God is
for him, that he has redemption in the blood of Christ, then whether
he be rich, or poor, in sickness, or in health, he is happy, and can
rejoice. Have I recovered my strength? And am I freely forgiven my
former trespasses? Does the Spirit of God dwell in my heart? And can I
by faith behold a reconciled God, and interceding Saviour, at his right
hand? Well, then, welcome sickness, contempt, poverty, and death. If
I meet with worldly troubles, ’tis to make my crown the brighter. If
I suffer for Christ’s sake, happy am I. If I bear the cross, I shall
wear the crown. Is my body cold? I am warmed with the flames of sacred
love; naked? I have a covering of wrought gold, the righteousness of
my Saviour! Hungry? I have meat to eat the world knoweth not of, _the
hidden manna, and the bread of life_. Let me suffer then with Christ.
Men may kill my body; but it would only send me the sooner to heaven.”
The following instance, the last I shall mention on this head, is the
rather inserted, because in it may be seen a true picture of the man,
from the free pourings out of his own heart. It was at _Bristol_, after
recovering from a dangerous fever.
*“For three days last past, I had much converse with God, and vehement
desires to live wholly to his glory. I have enquired into the reason
of mine affliction, and think, God did it to humble me, that I should
not be puffed up with the praises of the people. They cannot indeed too
much admire the truths of God, nor be too thankful to him for them. But
the danger was, lest I should think myself somebody: yet I cannot lay
to my own charge the desire of applause, neither did I find it lift me
up: on the contrary, it often made me ashamed, knowing my own vileness,
and how little I either suffered or did for God.”
*“And truly I was never more sensible of my unprofitableness, than I am
at this hour. I blush to see and hear how others live, and have lived;
and at how low a rate I yet live. But above all, when I consider the
life of the holy Jesus, O how far short do I come! I am not entirely
dead to myself. I am not altogether free from affection to creatures.
I cannot rejoice equally to suffer, as to be comforted. I speak words
I ought not. I spend some minutes unprofitably. In short, I do not love
God, or my neighbour as I ought.”
*“O, was it not for free grace, and the blood of sprinkling, where
should I appear! But thou knowest my desire, or rather the desire of
thy spirit within me. Thou knowest that there hast never been a saint
upon earth whom I do not desire to resemble, in doing and suffering
thy whole will. I would walk with thee, my God, as _Enoch_ did. I would
follow thee to a land unknown, as _Abraham_ did. I would renounce all
for thee, as did _Moses_, and _Paul_. I would, as did _Stephen_, seal
thy truth with my blood!”
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