The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
The instances of the resistance he found in the time of preaching from
invisible powers, were highly remarkable. He has sometimes started
in amaze, at horrible injections, concerning God, or Christ, or some
fundamental article of the Christian religion; even then, while he
has been powerfully asserting, proving, and enforcing it. I have often
heard him say, there was not a single divine truth, in the which he
was then established, for which he had not fought, resisting as it were
unto blood. For he would take nothing upon trust; nor see with the eyes
of others. He derived his sentiments, from the fountain head. His best
things came from God in the way of _labour_ and _striving_.
He has been sometimes deprived of the use of some of his senses, during
the very time of preaching: once in particular, 1751. In the midst of
his discourse, he, in an instant lost his eye-sight and fell back in
the pulpit, yet retaining, during the whole time, the perfect use of
his understanding: he however, soon recovered, and finished his sermon.
He believed, ♦and was not confounded.
♦ duplicate word “and” removed
Often when he has been disturbed in the silence of the night in ways
more than natural, well knowing the cause, he has with much confidence,
in the name of Jesus commanded the adversary to be gone; and he found
it always according to his faith.
Riding one day with a friend, and talking as he was wont, of the
goodness of God, and of the confidence which he found in him.――――“Just
then, (says he) my horse on a plain place threw me over his head. As I
came to the ground, it was, as it were, sounded in my ears, ‘Will you
trust God now?’ Yes I said, for ever! Through the mercy of the Lord I
was not hurt. I saw an enemy had done it. I was thankful and felt no
contrary emotion in my heart.”
One particular which ought perhaps to be reduced to this head,
and which to some, no doubt, will appear singular, was a painful
apprehension, which he sometimes had of dying. And what renders it the
more observable is, that it was so even at those times, when he could
truly _triumph_ in Christ, knowing that he should be with him for ever.
Of this we have the following account from himself.
“_Saturday, December 1, 1753._ After preaching I studied closely till
ten. I found infinite sweetness in God; and much power breathed into
my soul after all _the mind of_ Christ. At present I am tempted chiefly
with the fear of death. I believe my pardon is sealed by the blood of
the covenant. I have no fear of hell, and yet I am sorely apprehensive
of death.” Again,
“_Monday 22d._ I was this day, as I have been frequently of late much
perplexed at the thought of dying. I believe my Redeemer liveth, and
that I have an interest in his blood, and yet, notwithstanding, I am
sore amazed at the thought of dissolution.”
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