The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
He was without affectation, a man of humility; not indeed so as
to disown, or not to make use of the gifts and graces, with which
God had endowed him: this would have been to lie against the truth;
but notwithstanding all that he had, yet taking knowledge whence it
came, he esteemed himself as nothing; but was truly diffident of,
and heartily despised himself. And the only use which he made of the
superior qualifications which God bestowed upon him, was to consider
himself as obliged thereby, to devote himself more abundantly to the
service of God, and of his neighbour. The praises of others served only
to abase him, at the sight of his own nothingness. ‘Lord, I am vile!
a worm! O deliver me from this evil man myself! Thou only art worthy,’
were the frequent expressions of his lips and pen. If any person,
at any time, gave him but the smallest hint, by way of reproof, he
received it either with silence, or thankfulness, according to the
manner and occasion thereof. And supposing it to be a matter in which
he was really without blame, yet the reproof was not lost upon him.
He thereby took occasion, to enter more deeply into himself, making
the strictest scrutiny into the whole of his tempers and behaviour.
He often said to God on these occasions, ‘Lord, though thou knowest
I am clear in this matter, yet, alas! How many things are there for
which I stand reproved before thee! My God, I adore thee in this, which
thou hast permitted.’ He often repeated as a lesson of instruction to
himself, those words of _Kempis_, “Thou dust, learn to obey. Thou earth
and clay, learn to demean thyself. Thou oughtest to be such a little
child, that every body might trample thee under their feet in the
streets.”
VIII.
There was the utmost steadiness in the whole of his religious conduct.
The course of the sun, and the seasons, is not more regular, than were
his successive exercises of prayer, meditation, preaching, and study;
so that from knowing how he spent one day, may be gathered, his manner
of spending whole months, or years; allowing only for the difference of
circumstances and occasions. Thus it was in things pertaining to God,
and his service; though at the same time, his attention to himself, his
ease and conveniencies, was such, that some have accounted it not less
than blame-worthy negligence: so truly did he live, not to himself, or
the will of man, but to God.
IX.
The _love of God_ was the fountain, whence issued forth those fruitful
streams, which rendered his soul flourishing as the garden of the Lord,
and extended their salutary influence all around, wherever he came. It
was to this he reduced every thing. All his works were done in love,
and therefore wrought in God. It was a debt he was ever paying, and
from which he was never to be discharged.
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