The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
“I have written simply, make the best use you can of it; but say
nothing of it to any one (this I request.¹) O let me be forgotten:
not of God, or of his children in prayer: but as I desire no good to
be said of me, I would not have any one sin against God in thinking, or
speaking the evil which my heart abhors. It is much to the glory of God,
to save a proud, angry, self-willed, fearful, and unbelieving sinner;
therefore I almost say, that I glory in mine infirmities, that the
strength, and grace of Christ, may rest upon me, and save me from them
all; and this he will do, as sure as he is faithful and true.
“I am, your affectionate brother,
_Thomas Walsh_.”
¹ And his request was then carefully observed. But the
present occasion, will be thought reason sufficient for
publishing it.
His struggles, sentiments, and attainments, partly before, and partly
after this letter, even to his death, are farther represented in the
following extracts.
*“_London, Sunday, June 2._ All this forenoon I was raised above
myself, and lost in God. Heaven as it were came down into my soul, and
I saw the glory of the world to come! I beheld all the glory of this
world, as the mire in the streets. But Oh, the views, which I had of
heaven, and the foretaste of those ravishing joys, that flow there, so
transported my soul, that I could bless God, that ever I was born.”
*“_Tuesday 4._ My soul was transported this day to such a degree, as
greatly affected even my body. I do not recollect, that I ever before
felt such a sense of the presence and glory of God. Surely if he should
manifest himself a few degrees more to me, I could not live in the
body!”
*“_Sunday 9._ I gave myself up to God. I heartily desire to give my
whole heart, chearfully, and without reserve to thee my love! Many
things would alienate it from thee. But O my Saviour, keep thou my
every desire. Knit me closely to thyself, and suffer no false fire
to abide in my heart. I acknowledge, O my God, that it is an amazing
instance of thy love, that thou hast made me a child of thine. Let I
beseech thee, thy goodness be the strongest tie to keep my heart stayed
upon thee.”
“_Tuesday 18._ I was so low in body, that I could hardly speak or think.
Oh, how does this corruptible body press down my soul! Yet I can praise
God for his dispensations towards me; he afflicts me, that I may be
partaker of his holiness.”
“At the Lord’s table I was in an agony for holiness. My soul, and even
my body, were ready to faint with desire, and longing for all the mind
that was in Christ Jesus.”
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