The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*13. And God so blessed him therein, that in the multitude of business,
he was still in a continual recollection. A familiar friend asking him,
Whether in that throng of employments, he observed his usual two hours
of prayer; he answered, “When I can, I keep three hours, sometimes four
or five; but when occasion offers to serve my neighbour, I easily quit
them, for God of his mercy hath given me the grace, to be inseparably
with him, even in the crowd of business.” To the same purpose he writ
to his director; “I continue my devotion out of the time and place
of prayer, even in the midst of converse and business: and I tell
you sincerely, tho’ I perform every thing so ill, yet I find little
difference of times for prayer, being recollected continually.” And the
same might be gathered (as was observed before) from his modesty and
composed countenance, clearly evidencing, that his soul was wholly and
constantly in application to God, from whom he drew light and strength,
for the conduct of all his business. Of which he thus wrote to his
director; “My recollection hinders no business at all, but furthers
it. Without it I should have a sollicitous desire of doing all myself:
whereas I now act in a most calm way, in which I have no share; for
it is our Lord that doth all.” In another letter thus; “Finding myself
one day much burthened with variety of businesses, I had a desire to
draw off my mind wholly; and at the same instant it was done. Since
that time they create me no trouble, and I dispatch them more readily
without thinking of them. This grace hath been often renewed in me,
(although in several manners) which I acknowledge to be very great,
because it preserves me disengaged, even in the multiplicity of
business.”
*14. If after he had done his part, any design miscarried, he rested
well satisfied. On such an occasion he thus writ to a friend; “We
may take up good designs, and God often inspires them; yet when he
is pleased to permit a contrary event, we must adore his secret will,
which brings more of mercy in the crossing of them, than if they had
succeeded. We should always be jealous over our spirit, that it fix not
upon any thing.” And again, “Our Lord has his designs, which he effects
by such means as we would not at all make choice of: The reason is,
because he would break our wills, and abate our dependencies upon earth.
Therefore he often crosses our best undertakings, being more jealous of
the sacrifice of our hearts, than any thing else, how specious so ever.”
15. I cannot better conclude this chapter, than with a letter writ to
his director on this subject:
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