The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
And now having continued at school till about the nineteenth year of
his age, and having acquired such branches of literature as fitted him
for being useful to others in the same way: he quitted school, and set
up one for himself, wanting neither scholars nor ability to instruct
them, which he did with success, during the time he continued his
school.
CHAPTER II.
_Of his religion, and the struggle which he found between
nature and grace, till the sixteenth year of his age._
HIS parents (being as has been observed) members of, and strongly
attached to the church of _Rome_, brought him up in the same principles
and communion, and took care that his mind should be early furnished
with the first and fundamental parts of what they judged his duty
towards God.
“When (says he) I was young I learned the Lord’s prayer, and _Ave
Maria_, in _Irish_, together with the hundred and thirtieth psalm
in _Latin_; with the Popish augmentation thereto. And now I began to
imbibe that uncharitable, anti-scriptural opinion, that all dissenters
from the church of _Rome_ were heretics, and in a state of damnation.
But, since the Lord hath enlightened my understanding, I am fully
convinced that therein I greatly erred, _not knowing the scriptures,
neither the power of God_.
“I cannot but lament the case of those parents, who alas! not knowing
what they do, endeavour to instill into the minds of their children
such pernicious principles: and I do earnestly intreat all children,
as soon as they come to years of discretion, to examine, and judge for
themselves.”
It pleased our Lord to work in his heart very early. He made him bear
the yoke in his youth, and by his terrors restrained him from excess,
and the great offence. “Even while I was young and ignorant (says he)
God was striving with me, and often terrified my heart: especially
whenever I thought of the day of judgment, and of eternity!
“At those times especially, I frequently repeated the prayers I had
learnt. But alas! to how little purpose? While I prayed neither with
the spirit, nor with understanding. My heart was hard and stubborn, and
my understanding was blind and foolish. I had no just conception either
of God, or of religion. Nay, so great was my ignorance, that when I
named our Saviour in _Irish_, I thought the name belonged to some woman
in heaven.
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