The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
About the eighteenth year of his age, while he was a strict observer
of the Romish church, this brother (whose relinquishing it was some
years before) began frequently to discourse with him concerning the
principles of the _Romanists_. But “I strenuously (says he) though
ignorantly withstood him; alledging in my defence the traditions and
canons of the church, while he, on the contrary, appealed _to the law,
and to the testimony_. He often said to me, My brother why do you not
read God’s word? Lay aside prejudice, and let us reason together.”
“To the same purpose spake another person in the neighbourhood, one
Mr. _Philip Geyer_, a Protestant, and well versed in controversy. Mr.
_Walsh_, you are a sober young man (so indeed I was generally thought
to be, though God knows I was drunk with enmity against him) and what
pity it is that you do not read the holy scriptures? Why will you
suffer yourself to be deceived by the _Pope_ and his fraternity.”
Reasonings of this kind, which were occasionally made use of
with him from time to time, together with hearing the scriptures
frequently read in his brother’s school, put him at length upon
a diligent consideration of both sides of the question. But as it
generally happens in like cases, an attachment to old sentiments,
the prejudices of education, shame, or fear of man, with a variety of
other considerations, kept him for some time in strong suspense. His
breast was moved with contrary, and therefore conflicting passions.
He revolved in his mind, and rejected many a thought on the head, and
again resumed and embraced them. Thus halting _between two opinions_,
he complains of the “Corruption of his heart and prejudice of his
education, which were as smoke upon his soul, so dimming his
understanding that he could see nothing clearly.”
“I had (continues he) a custom of repeating frequently as I walked
by the way, some prayers, or articles of faith which I had learned in
my childhood. And walking one day in _September, 1748_, in a pleasant
field, I was ruminating deeply on what my opponents urged against the
doctrine of the church of _Rome_. I said in my heart――Perhaps all is
not right. Peradventure I have been imposed upon. But then how shall I
know? How can I be certainly assured whether the priest has led me in
the right way?――Immediately it ♦occurred to my mind, that on God alone,
I could safely venture my salvation, and that without doubt, he would
lead me by his counsel, if I asked wisdom of him.”
♦ “occurrd” replaced with “occurred”
“Then I cried unto the Lord God, and said――All things are known to
thee, and thou seest that I want to worship thee aright. Shew me the
way wherein I ought to go, nor suffer me to be deceived by men.”
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