The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*When she had a little recovered, I asked her, if Christ was now sweet
to her soul? Whereupon, turning to me with tears in her eyes, she said,
“I have many times heard you speak of the goodness and the sweetness
of Christ, that he was better than all the world. But O! I knew nothing
what you meant, I never believed you! I never believed you! But now
I know it is true!”――I answered, And do you see enough in Christ for
the greatest of sinners? She replied, “O! enough, enough! for all
the sinners in the world, if they would but come.” And when I asked
her, if the could not tell them of the goodness of Christ: turning
herself about to some poor Christless souls who stood by, and were much
affected, she said, “O! there is enough in Christ for you, if you would
but come! O strive, strive to give up your hearts to him!”――And upon
hearing something of the glory of heaven mentioned, she again fell into
the same ecstasy, repeating her former expressions, “O dear Lord, do
let me go! O what shall I do, what shall I do! I want to go to Christ!
I cannot live! O do let me die!”
She continued in this sweet frame for more than two hours, before she
was well able to get home.
I am sensible there may be great joys, where there is no evidence of
their being well grounded. But in the present case there seemed to be
no evidence wanting, in order to prove this joy to be divine, either
in regard of its preparatives, attendants, or consequents.
Of all the persons I have seen, I scarce ever saw one more bowed
under convictions of sin; and scarce any who seemed to have a greater
acquaintance with her own heart than she had.
And as she was remarkably sensible of her stubbornness under conviction,
so she was no less remarkably reconciled to divine grace, before she
obtained relief. Since which she has constantly breathed the spirit
of a new creature: crying after Christ, not through fear of _hell_
as before, but with strong desires after him as her only satisfying
_portion_: and has many times wept bitterly, because she could not love
him.――When I have asked her, Why she appeared so sorrowful, and whether
it was because she was afraid of hell? She would answer, “No, I be
not distressed about _that_; but my heart is so wicked I _cannot love_
Christ;” and thereupon burst out into tears.――But although this has
been the habitual frame of her mind for several weeks, yet she never
had any remarkable comfort till this evening.
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