The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
Lord’s-day, August 31. I spake the word of God, to some few of the
Susquahannah Indians. In the afternoon, I felt very weak and feeble.
Oh, how heavy is my work, when _faith_ cannot take hold of an _almighty
arm_, for the performance of it!
Monday, September 1. I set out on a journey towards a place called _The
great island_, about fifty miles distant from Shaumoking, in the north
western branch of Susquahannah. At night I lodged in the woods. I was
exceeding feeble, this day, and sweat much the night following.
Tuesday, September 2. I rode forward; but no faster than my people went
on foot. I was so feeble and faint, that I feared it would kill me to
lie out in the open air; and some of our company being parted from us,
so that we had now no axe with us, I had no way but to climb into a
young pine tree, and with my knife to lop the branches, and so made a
shelter from the dew. I sweat much in the night, so that my linen was
almost wringing wet all night. I scarce ever was more weak and weary
than this evening.
Wednesday, September 3. I rode to Delaware town; and found divers
drinking and drunken. I discoursed with some of the Indians about
Christianity; observed my _interpreter_ much engaged in his work; some
few persons seemed to hear with great earnestness. About noon I rode
to a small town of Shawwannoes, about eight miles distant; spent an
hour or two there, and returned to the Delaware town. Oh what ♦a dead,
barren, unprofitable wretch did I now see myself to be! My spirits were
so low, and my bodily strength so wasted, that I could do nothing at
all. At length being much overdone I lay down on a _buffalo-skin_; but
sweat much the whole night.
♦ duplicate word “a” removed
Thursday, September 4. I discoursed with the Indians about
Christianity; my _interpreter_, afterwards, carrying on the discourse
to a considerable length: some few appeared well disposed, and somewhat
affected. I left this place, and returned to Shaumoking; and at night
lodged in the place where I lodged the Monday night before: but my
people being belated did not come to me till past ten at night; so
that I had no fire to dress any victuals, or to keep me warm; and I
was ♦scarce ever more weak and worn out in my life.
♦ “sarce” replaced with “scarce”
Friday, September 5. I was so weak, that I could scarcely ride: it
seemed sometimes as if I must fall off from my horse: however, I got
to Shaumoking towards night, and felt thankfulness, that God had so far
returned me.
Saturday, September 6. I spent the day in a very weak state; coughing
and spitting blood, and having little appetite to any food I had with
me: I was able to do very little, except discourse awhile of divine
things to my own people, and to some few I met with.
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