The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
Monday, September 21. I began to correct a little volume of my private
writings: God, I believe, remarkably helped me in it: my strength was
♦surprisingly lengthened out, my thoughts quick and lively, and my soul
refreshed, hoping it might be a work for God. Oh, how good, how sweet
it is to labour for God!
♦ “suprisingly” replaced with “surprisingly”
Tuesday, September 22. I was again employed in reading and correcting,
and had the same success, as the day before. I was exceeding weak; but
it seemed to refresh my soul thus to spend my time.
Wednesday, September 23. I finished my corrections of the little piece
forementioned, and felt uncommonly peaceful: it seemed as if I had now
done all my work in this world, and stood ready for my call to a better.
*As long as I see any thing to be done for God, life is worth having:
but Oh, how vain and unworthy it is, to live for any lower end!
Friday, September 25. This day I was unspeakably weak, and little
better than speechless all the day: however, I was able to write a
little, and felt comfortably. Oh, it refreshed my soul, to think of
former things, of desires to glorify God, of the pleasures of living
to him! “Oh my dear God, I am speedily coming to thee, I hope! Hasten
the day, O Lord, if it be thy blessed will: Oh come, Lord Jesus, come
quickly. Amen.”¹
¹ This was the last that ever he wrote in his _diary_ with
his own hand: though it is continued a little farther, in a
broken manner; written by his brother Israel, but indited by
his mouth.
September 27. He felt an unusual appetite to food; with which his mind
seemed to be _exhilarated_, as a sign of the very near approach of
_death_. He said upon it, “I was born on a _sabbath-day_; and I have
reason to think I was new-born on a _sabbath-day_; and I hope I shall
die on this _sabbath-day_; I shall look upon it as a favour, if it may
be the will of God that it should be so: I long for the time. Oh, _why
is the chariot so long in coming? why tarry the wheels of his chariot?_
I am very willing to part with all: I am willing to part with my dear
brother John, and never to see him again, to go to be for ever with the
Lord. Oh, when I go there, how will God’s dear church on earth be upon
my mind!”
*Afterwards the same morning, being asked how he did? he answered, “I
am almost in eternity: I long to be there. My work is done: I have done
with all my friends; all the world is nothing to me. I long to be in
heaven, _praising and glorifying God_ with the holy _angels_: all my
desire is to glorify God.”
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