The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
Sunday 9. I saw her again. She was then so weak, she could hardly speak
to be heard. But after I had spoke a few words of the love of Jesus,
she found strength and said, “The first Sunday in February last, at the
sacrament, I did indeed eat his flesh and drink his blood. The glory
of the Lord shone into my soul, and I felt so much of his love, it was
almost more than my feeble body could bear: it was a real foretaste
of heaven.” She said, “Three nights ago I was in exquisite pain, such
as I never felt before: but every pain was a spring to my soul, to
lift me up to heaven. I could thank him for all, and methought I would
not recover for the whole world. Indeed the love of Jesus so ravishes
my soul that I would not have ♦one pain less than he pleases.” Then
correcting herself she said, “Pain! It cannot be called pain: his
presence makes it heaven to me!” One said, “He has brought you through
the wilderness, within sight of the good land.” She said, “O yes! O
yes! He has; and he will be with me through the valley; this I cannot
doubt.” I then took my leave and saw her no more. What follows, I had
from those that attended her.
♦ “on” replaced with “one” per Errata
She exhorted all that came, particularly those that sat up with her,
to redeem the time. To one she said, “O _Sally_, turn to God with your
whole heart: you have but little time:” and to them all, “Make haste!
Get ready! You have no time to spare.”
Afterward Satan was permitted to thrust sore at her. Waking out of
sleep, she began to reproach herself, for sleeping, saying, “If I had
not slept, it would not have been thus with me. I cannot doubt of the
favour of my Lord: neither can I fear his casting me into hell. But I
am tempted to think, I shall have sore distress at the hour of death.”
This lasted some hours; but in the evening she said, “Christ is come,
and Satan is gone.” Nor was he suffered to trouble her any more. All
that followed was peace and love.
Yet she was exceedingly concerned for her mother, lest she should not
freely give her up to God. Her mother was asked, Whether she could or
no? She answered, “Since it is the will of God to take her, I do give
her up freely.” And this reply gave her entire satisfaction.
The day before she died, the thought of being for ever with the Lord,
was transporting to her soul. But she said to her mother, “I charge you
when I am dead, let none of the wicked come into the room. Let it be
filled with those that fear God; and while they are singing the praises
of God below, I shall be singing them above.”
About three in the morning she said earnestly, “O precious Christ! O
precious Christ!” These were her last words: but she still expressed
her happiness, sometimes by lifting her eyes towards heaven, and
sometimes by looking pleasantly on those about her, till her sight
failed, and her spirit went up to God.
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