The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
out of its prison, and I could at this moment face death in all its
horrible prospects to go to my Redeemer. Oh death, where is thy sting?
O grave, where is thy victory? My dear love, you know not what you
lose by your negligence. O seek, strive, agonize; could you suffer the
utmost tortures in body or mind, they would be all as nothing to gain
one moment of this sweetness: and Oh pray for me, that I may not by
sinning grieve the blessed Comforter, and lose my present peace. God
be with you my dear friend. God bless you both now and for ever.
* * * * *
_My dear friend_,
I MOURN for you, and may you mourn too from your very inmost soul, till
God himself gives you the true comfort. Oh thou dear backslider, what
shall I say? How shall I find words strong enough to make a lasting
impression on a heart so inconstant, so slothful, and careless? Oh
that the Spirit of God would assist my weak endeavours, and point my
otherwise unavailing words! You own you do not strive earnestly: alas I
too plainly see you do not. But the blessed Comforter strives with you,
and still you resist and grieve him. How irksome is it to me always to
write the same thing? My dear soul, for God’s sake be more in earnest.
How can you talk of sloth and carelessness, when you are standing on
the brink of a precipice? Can you promise yourself another day? And are
you fit to die in the state you are now in? Nay, are you not afraid to
die? Oh if the Lord should say of you, as of the barren fig-tree, “Cut
it down, why cumbereth it the ground,” how would you be overwhelmed
with dread and confusion? For you who know so well what are the
glorious promises of the gospel, to suffer your thoughts to run upon
worldly things is inexcusable. It seems strange, that you should think
you love Christ more than you did, when you was in a better state;
however above all things hold fast, and strive to increase this love,
but then at the same time take care that you hate sin in the same
proportion, and that you strive against it with the utmost earnestness:
for to talk of loving Christ, and at the same time to give way to sloth,
carelessness, and worldly-mindedness, is an abominable mockery. If
you are encompassed with ten thousand temptations never fear, so your
own heart consent not to them. Your blessed Master will surely help
you, if you can but trust him: and never give way, to that _seeming_
impossibility of praying. Though perhaps you cannot pray with comfort,
or with any kind of connection, yet if you be ever so distracted you
may surely cry, Lord, have mercy upon me――Jesus, pity me. Or even
supposing you could not do this from your heart, ask yourself whether
you do not desire to pray; and if you do, thank God for that desire,
and the next thought will be prayer. Could you not make the increase of
your family profitable, by joining at stated times of the day in some
act of devotion? If it were but for one quarter of an hour at a time,
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