My inclination was to explore the cavity to which we had now come, but
when I attempted to formulate arguments in support of this preference, I
knew that I could not do so conclusively. I was in a state of nervous
exhaustion, and my courage sank at the thought of struggling outward
through the belt of the resisting will, only to front the perils of the
pathless hills, and the jaws of the waiting Frog Mouths. Though to
descend to the Dwellers might mean destruction, I was in no mood to
defer it, but rather to cast myself upon their mercy, with a feeling of
indifference as to what the end might be. So that when my comrade
indicated her willingness to converse again, I was quick to ask her
opinion first, to which she assented with her usual equanimity.
“It is evident,” she began, “that though we know more than we did, we
still know so little that all decision must be guessing, and each new
fact, as we gain it, can only demonstrate how foolish may have been the
choice we made before we perceived it. Yet, when the roads branch, a
choice must be made.
“The Dwellers may have information by which they know of our movements,
or they may be searching for us, in ignorance of where we are; or they
may be entirely unaware or indifferent.
“In the first case, it seems clear that should we return we are adding
useless dangers to a sufficient peril, for we must face them, first or
last, and we can gain nothing by wandering upon the surface before we do
so; in the second, we may be more likely to avoid them if we descend
here, by an entrance which appears unwatched, and where they do not know
us to be, than if we return to those with which they already know us to
be familiar; in the third case, it may still be to our advantage to
descend at once, rather than to wander farther upon the unfriendly
surface of an unfamiliar world. I can see that there may be facts which
would make folly of these conclusions. We are certainly distant from
where my Leader’s body was left to their mercy. We have no reason to
suppose, if it have been preserved at all, that it has been conveyed
below the surface in this direction. We have no reason to suppose that
we shall be able to penetrate under the surface toward the point from
which our search should commence more easily than we can do above it. We
have no certainty that there is any connection whatever between this
passage and those of which we knew previously. Should we descend, and
escape capture or destruction, it may still be that a later day will see
us emerge with time lost, to no end but the experience of an abortive
adventure. This is the more likely because there is no evidence of
traffic to or from the entrance, but the whole aspect is of the
reservation of a peculiar and sacred place. I cannot tell which may be
best, but my inclination is to go down.”
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