would take place at every moment if it were not that will, ceaselessly
directed towards action, prevents the present from folding in on itself by
pushing it indefinitely into the future.'
So far as my own explanation is concerned, it will be seen that I still
place weight on the general condition of temporary or chronic nervous
fatigue as the soil on which paramnesia arises--a belief now accepted by
most psychologists[241]--and that I think we must search for the clue to
the mechanism of the illusion in those dreaming and hypnagogic states
in which it most often occurs. As regards a definite explanation of the
mechanism we must, in the face of so many ingenious and complicated
theories, perhaps still await more general agreement.[242] What I have
suggested, and am still inclined to maintain, is that the psychic
enfeeblement, temporary or chronic, which is the general preliminary
condition of paramnesia, whether or not there is any subjective sensation
of increased power, may account for the paramnesia by bringing an
externally aroused perception down to a lower and fainter stage on which
it is on a level with an internally aroused perception--a memory. Just
as in hypnagogic paramnesia the vivid and life-like dream, or internal
impression, is raised to the class of memories, and becomes the shadow
of a real experience, so in waking paramnesia the external impression
is lowered to the same class. Perception is alike dulled in each case,
and the immediate experience follows the line of least resistance--this
time too carelessly or too prematurely--to join the great bulk of our
experiences.
We thus realise how it is that that doubling of experience occurs. The
mind has for the moment become flaccid and enfeebled; its loosened texture
has, as it were, abnormally enlarged the meshes in which sensations are
caught and sifted, so that they run through too easily. In other words,
they are not properly _apperceived_. To use a crude simile, it is as
though we poured water into a sieve. The impressions of the world which
are actual sensations as they strike the relaxed psychic meshwork are
instantaneously passed through to become memories, and we see them in both
forms at the same moment, and are unable to distinguish one from the other.
In sleep, and in the hypnagogic state, as in hypnosis, we accept a
suggestion, with or without a struggle. In the waking paramnesic state
we seem to find, in a slighter stage of a like condition, _the same
process in a reversed form_. Instead of accepting a representation as
an actual present fact, we accept the actual present fact as merely
a representation. The centres of perception are in such a state of
exhaustion and disorder that they receive an actual external sensation
in the feebler shape of a representation. The actual fact becomes merely
a suggestion of far distant things. It reaches consciousness in the
enfeebled shape of an old memory--
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