The imaginative reality of dreams is perhaps appreciated by none so
much as by those who are deprived of some of their external senses. Thus
a deaf and dumb writer of ability who has precise and highly emotional
dreams--which sometimes remind him of the atmosphere of Poe's tales, and
are occasionally in organised sequence from night to night--writes: 'The
enormous reality and vividness of these dreams is their remarkable point.
They leave a mark behind. When I come to consider I believe that much that
I have written, and many things that I have said and thought and believed,
are directly due to these dream-experiences and my ponderings over how
they came. Beneath the superficiality of our conscious mind--prim, smug,
self-satisfied, owlishly wise--there lies the vast gulf of a subconscious
personality that is dark and obscure, seldom seen or even suspected. It is
this, I think, that wells up into my dreams. It is always there--always
affecting us and modifying us, and bringing about strange and unforeseen
new things in us--but in these dreams I peer over the edge of the
conscious world into the giant-house and Utgard of the subconscious, lit
by one ray of sunset that shows the weltering deeps of it. And the vivid
sense of this is responsible for many things in my life.'[273]
Dreaming is thus one of our roads into the infinite. And it is interesting
to observe how we attain it--by limitation. The circle of our conscious
life is narrowed during sleep; it is even by a process of psychic
dissociation broken up into fragments. From that narrowed and broken-up
consciousness the outlook becomes vaster and more mysterious, full
of strange and unsuspected fascination, and the possibilities of new
experiences, just as a philosophic mite inhabiting a universe consisting
of a Stilton cheese would probably be compelled to regard everything
outside the cheese as belonging to the realm of the Infinite. In reality,
if we think of it, all our visions of the infinite are similarly
conditioned. It is only by emphasising our finiteness that we ever become
conscious of the infinite. The infinite can only be that which stretches
far beyond the boundaries of our own personality. It is the charm of
dreams that they introduce us into a new infinity. Time and space are
annihilated, gravity is suspended, and we are joyfully borne up in the
air, as it were in the arms of angels; we are brought into a deeper
communion with Nature, and in dreams a man listens to the arguments of his
dog with as little surprise as Balaam heard the reproaches of his ass.
The unexpected limitations of our dream world, the exclusion of so many
elements which are present even unconsciously in waking life, impart a
splendid freedom and ease to the intellectual operations of the sleeping
mind, and an extravagant romance, a poignant tragedy, to our emotions. 'He
has never known happiness,' said Lamb, speaking out of his own experience,
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