The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“Meantime the manager of the estate, who happened to have spent that
night at Halbertsroda, entered. He passed me by without greeting,
but with a dark and hostile glance. Then it all came over me. I saw
myself delivered over to their suspicions without defence, and I said
to myself: Perhaps you have really stolen the ring. The fall from my
previous spiritual condition to this vulgar and ugly one was so sudden,
that I broke out into wild laughter, and insisted more urgently than
ever that my room and effects and even my person be searched. The
manager spoke softly to Adeline. She looked at me wanly and went out. I
emptied my pockets in the man’s presence. He followed me to my room. I
sat down by the window while he opened drawer after drawer in my chest
and opened my wardrobe. The footman, the maid, and the two boys stood
by the door. Suddenly the manager uttered a hollow cry and held up the
ring. I had known with the utmost certainty a moment before that he
would find the ring. I had read it in the faces of the boys. Therefore
I remained quietly seated while the others looked at one another and
followed the manager out. I locked my door and walked up and down, up
and down, for many, many hours.
“When the night was over, there was a solemn calm in my soul. I sent
a servant to ask Adeline whether she would receive me. She refused.
To justify myself in writing was a thing I scorned to do. I would but
degrade myself by asserting my innocence thus. My soul felt pure and
cold. I learned next day that the manager had long heard rumours of
the frightful cruelties I was said to inflict on the boys, who had,
moreover, accused their mother and myself of an adulterous intimacy.
Hence he had visited Halbertsroda secretly on several occasions, had
questioned the servants, and had, that very morning, caused the boys
to strip in his presence and had seen on their bodies the marks of the
stripes that they had received. Since, in addition, their entire state
of mind made him anxious, he sent a telegram to the Councillor, who
arrived during the night with an official of the police.
“I suspect that Adeline at once saw through the plot concerning the
ring, for it was not mentioned. The commissary turned to me and spoke
vaguely of serious consequences, but I made no attempt to explain or
excuse anything I had done. I left Halbertsroda that same night. I
did not see Adeline again. She was, I have been told, sent off to a
sanatorium. Three weeks later a little package came to me by post.
I opened it and found in it the ring with the pearl. In our yard is
a very ancient well. I went to that well and cast the ring into its
depths.
“And now you know what happened to me in that world of the higher
classes, in the house of the Councillor Ribbeck.”
XVI
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