The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
He looked around and stared at the garments that lay and hung here--the
shimmering silks, the red, green, blue, white, and yellow shawls and
veils, the fragrant webs of gauze, batiste, and tulle. There were
wholly transparent textures and the heaviest brocades. One frock
glowed like pure gold, another gleamed like silver; one seemed made of
rose-leaves, another knitted of spun glass, one of white foam and one
of amethyst. And there stood dainty shoes--a long row of them, shoes
of Morocco leather and of kid and silk; and there were hose of all
colours, and laces and ribands and antique beads and brooches. The air
was drenched with a fragrance that stung his senses--a fragrance of
precious creams and unguents, of a woman’s skin and hair. His pulses
throbbed and his face turned grey. Involuntarily he stretched out his
hand, and grasped a painted Spanish shawl. Angrily, greedily, beside
himself, he crushed it in his hands, and buried his mouth and nose in
it and trembled in every limb.
At that moment Susan Rappard saw him, and pointed to him with a gesture
of astonishment. Eva saw him too, gently thrust Johanna aside, arose,
and approached the threshold. When she saw the man in his strange
and absorbed ecstasy, she felt as though she had been spattered with
filth, and uttered a soft, brief cry. Amadeus Voss twitched and dropped
the shawl. His eyes were wild and guilty. With a light laugh and an
expression of transcendent contempt, which summed up a long dislike,
Eva raised the little silver whip and struck him full in the face. His
features grew very white, in a contortion of voluptuousness and terror.
In the tense silence Christian went up to Eva, took the silver whip
from her hand, and said in a tone scarcely distinguishable from his
habitual one: “Oh, no, Eva, I shall not let you do that.” He held the
handle of the whip firmly at both ends, and bent it until the fragile
metal snapped. Then he threw the two pieces on the floor.
They gazed at each other. Disgust at Amadeus still flamed in Eva’s
face. It yielded to her astonishment at Christian’s temerity. But
Christian thought: “How beautiful she is!” And he loved her. He loved
her in her black and white Pierrot’s costume with the black velvet
buttons, he loved her with that little cap and its impudent little
tassel on her head; he loved her, and she seemed incomparable to him,
and his blood cried out after her as in those nights from which she had
driven him forth. But he also asked himself: “Why has she grown evil?”
And a strange compassion for her stole over him, and a stranger sense
of liberation. And he smiled. But to all who were watching, this smile
of his seemed a little empty.
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