The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
In Crammon’s mind all ideas became confused. Was this man with his
gentle voice and the timid eyes of a girl the murderous revolutionary
and hero of possible barricades whom he had expected to meet? In his
surprise and embarrassment he became silent.
“Let us go,” said Ivan Michailovitch. “It is late.” He arose and threw
a coin on the table and stepped out into the street at Crammon’s
side. There he began again, hesitatingly and shyly: “I don’t want to
presume to judge, but I don’t understand these people here. They are
so certain of themselves and so reasonable. Yet that reasonableness is
the completest madness. A beast of the field that feels the tremor of
an earthquake and flees is wiser. And another thing: Ariel, the being
whom you strive so eloquently to protect, has no moral responsibility.
No one thinks of blaming it. What is it but form, gesture, beauty? But
don’t you think that the darker hue and deeper power that are born
of the knowledge of superhuman suffering might raise art above the
interests of idle sybarites? We need heralds who stand above the idioms
of the peoples; but those are possibilities that one can only dream of
with despair in one’s heart.” He nodded a brief good-night and went.
Crammon felt like a man who had merrily gone out in a light spring
suit but had been overtaken by a rainstorm and returns drenched and
angry. The clocks were striking two. A lady of the Opéra Comique had
been waiting for him since midnight; the key to her apartment was in
his pocket. But when he came to the bridge across the Seine he seized
the key and, overcome by a violent fit of depression, flung it into the
water.
“Sweet Ariel!” He spoke softly to himself. “I kiss the prints of your
feet.”
IV
Adda Castillo noticed that Christian was turning from her. She had not
expected that, at least not so soon; and as she saw him grow cold, her
love increased. But his indifference kept pace with her ardour, and so
her passionate heart lost all repose.
She was accustomed to change and, in spite of her youth, had been
greatly loved. She had never demanded fidelity before nor practised it.
But this man was more to her than any other had been.
She knew who was robbing her of him; she had seen the dancer. When she
called Christian to account he frankly admitted as a fact what she had
mentioned only as a suspicion in the hope of having it denied. She
instituted comparisons. She found that she was more beautiful than
Eva Sorel, more harmoniously formed, racier and more impassioned.
Her friends confirmed her in this opinion; and yet she felt that the
other had some advantage to which she must yield. Neither she nor her
flatterers could give it a name. But she felt herself the more deeply
affronted.
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