The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
Thus too she passed the day that came and the night that followed the
day. She knew that disease was burrowing in her body. She had expected
it to show; but when it came, it was not with sudden violence but with
treacherous sloth. One part of her after another was affected, and at
last she could move freely no longer. She knew, too, that it was no
ordinary indisposition from which one recovers within a few days. She
felt it to be a process as of ripening which brings a fruit to its
fall, as a concentration of the hostile forces that had before been
scattered in effectiveness and in time. The life she had lived demanded
a reckoning. The physician in the Hamburg hospital had foretold it all
months before; now the time had come. She was very undemonstrative
about her condition. She lay quietly in bed. She suffered no pain, and
had but little fever.
Lying still there did not make her impatient. She was glad of the
necessity; there was no better way of guarding the pearls. People
might come and go. She had her treasure next her body, beside her very
breast. She was sure of it at every moment and with every movement,
and no one was the wiser. She pictured to herself what they would say
and do, if she were to show them her secret treasure, if she were to
call in one of those who all unconsciously passed her door or climbed
the rickety stairs, or some one from the street or the tavern or the
grog-shop--a poor fellow who had slaved all week, or a woman who
sold her body for three marks, or another who had seven children to
feed. In concentrated triumph she looked through the window at the
rows of windows across the street. There lived the others whom misery
throttled and in whom suffering whined. Like ants they crept about in
the tall houses from cellar to garret, and had no suspicion of Karen’s
pearls. Karen’s pearls! How that sounded and sang and glowed and
glimmered--Karen’s pearls....
At last the secrecy became a burden. She did not enjoy her great
possession as she would have done, had but one other shared the
knowledge of it. She needed at least one other pair of eyes. She
thought of Isolde Schirmacher, but the girl was too talkative and too
stupid. She thought of the wife of Gisevius, of a seamstress on the
fourth floor, of the huckstress in the street, of Amadeus Voss.
At last she hit upon Ruth Hofmann. The girl seemed the least harmful of
all, and she determined to show her the pearls.
Under the pretext of asking the girl to fetch her something from the
apothecary’s, she sent a message to the Hofmanns, and Ruth came in.
Karen waited until Isolde had left the room; then she sat up and asked
the girl to lock the door. Then she said: “Come here!” She turned the
coverlet aside, and there lay the great heap of pearls upon the linen.
“Look at that,” she said. “Those are real pearls, and they’re mine.
But if you mention it to anybody, God help you, or my name ain’t Karen
Engelschall.”
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