The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
Niels Heinrich continued. Slowly the Jewess had understood and looked
at him with her great child’s eyes. She had put a question to him,
but he couldn’t remember what it was. Then she had said that she saw
there was no hope for her, and that it was her fate to be his victim.
He had answered that her insight did credit to her understanding. Then
she asked whether he knew that he was destroying himself; and he had
said that he believed in no expiation, and the rest was his business.
Anyhow, there had been enough talk; time was pressing, and the end
must come. She had asked what she should do, and this question had
confounded him, and he had had no answer to it. She had repeated the
question, and he had said that the candle was burning down. Then she
had asked him whether he could give her the assurance of death. Yes, he
could give her that. Wouldn’t he let her die before he attacked her?
No. She had grasped the knife, but he had wrung it from her. The touch
of her hand had driven him utterly mad. The walls seemed to crunch
and the house to thunder. She had begged him to let her die by her own
will. He could not do that, he had answered; he must get to her living
heart or there was no help for him.
She begged him to grant her a little quarter of an hour; then she would
be ready to die. To this he had consented, and gone out and looked
after the idiot, who had lain there helpless and drunk as a swine. That
had pleased him; now he could put the fellow to what uses he would.
This had been proved later when he had dragged him into the cellar; and
the swine still thought he could be gotten out of jail if only to the
last gasp he didn’t mention the name of Niels Heinrich.
When he had returned to the Jewess, he had found her leaning against
the wall with closed eyes. Her face had been very pale, but she had
smiled from time to time. He had asked her why she was smiling and
she had not answered, but looked at him most strangely, as though she
were trying to remember something. He had gone to her behind the table
and she had not stirred, and so he had grasped her shoulders. She had
lifted her hands, and then he had seen that, while he was outside,
she had severed the veins of both her wrists, and the thick blood was
dripping down. She must have done it with a shard of glass that stuck
between the bricks of the wall. He had been swept into a storm of
madness, as though some one were upon him to rob him of her, and he had
caught her by the hair and hurled her on the floor.
And she had uttered one cry, one single, long cry. That cry he still
heard, always ... always....
She had become his. He felt no remorse; he would feel none. But that
cry--he heard it always and forever.
Silence came upon him. The stillness in that dark chamber was so great
that it seemed to gather in the corners and threaten to burst the walls
asunder.
XXIV
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