The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“I don’t like niggers.” The words became furies that pursued him. A
month later business took him to Paris, and in a cabaret he saw a young
Negro woman dancing a snake dance. An impulse of revenge urged him
to make advances to the girl. The revenge was directed less against
the unfeeling woman who had repulsed him so pitilessly than against
himself. It was the defiant rage of his own desires. He boasted of his
relations with the Negro woman, and appeared with her in public. What
drove him thereafter from dissipation to dissipation was the terror of
emptiness, the excess at the edge of life, where nature itself demands
the final fulfilment of human fate.
And his fate was fulfilled.
VI
“Oh, you’re lying to me!” Karen screamed, as Christian handed her the
jewel-box. He had not even spoken, but his gesture had promised her the
incredible; and she screamed to guard herself against the ravage of a
premature delight.
The greed with which she opened the little lock and lifted the top of
the box was indescribable. Her blood fled from beneath her skin. She
felt throttled. There lay the lustrous pearls, with their faint tints
of pink and lilac. “Latch the door!” she hissed, and raced to do it,
since he seemed too slow. She shot the bolt and turned the key. For a
moment she stood still and pressed her hands to her head. Then she went
back to the jewels.
She touched the pearls with timid finger-tips. She had two fears:
the pearls seemed as warm as living flesh; her own touch, though so
gentle, might have been too rough. The glance she turned upon Christian
faltered like a wounded bird. Suddenly she grasped his left hand
brutally with both of hers, bowed deep down, and pressed her mouth to
it.
“Don’t, Karen, don’t,” Christian stammered, but he sought in vain to
draw his hand from her furious clasp. More than a minute she crouched
there on her knees, over his hand, and he saw the flesh of her back
quiver under the cloth of her garment. “Be sensible, Karen,” he begged
her, and tried to persuade himself that he neither felt a profound
stirring of the soul nor gazed into the depth of another. “What are you
doing, Karen? Please don’t!”
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