Tyrol (Austria) -- History -- Uprising of 1809 -- Fiction
"My dearest Maria, Baron Hormayr has been using all his influence with
us both to forbear from shedding blood in a hopeless case. And he has
promised to take me with him in his own carriage to Vienna to be out of
the way a little, till the affair has blown over.
"What, and give up the cause?" cried Maria in blank dismay.
Her look smote her husband to the heart.
"Then you don't approve of it?" said he, inquiringly.
"Why, _do you_?"
"Well, I don't know--Eisenstecken has given it up for one--"
Maria dropped the baby into the little wooden cradle on the dresser,
and began to furbish a brass skillet very vigorously.
--"But, if you don't," faltered he, "neither shall I; for, if my life
is worth nothing to _you_, to me it is not of the value of a kreutzer."
"O Speckbacher!" cried she, suddenly flinging her arms about his neck.
"Well, what now?" said he; his eyes beginning to grow misty.
"How _can_ you say such things?" sobbed Maria. "Not worth a kreutzer,
indeed! You, the best Tyrolese that lives!--the father of a family--a
married man--a responsible person--known and beloved by all--to talk of
not being worth a kreutzer!--"
Here Anderl increased the effect by beginning to weep aloud, and with
perseverance.
"Well," said Speckbacher, in a stifled voice, and drawing her very
close to him, "you seemed to think I was deserting the cause--"
"Yes, only--no--that is--If Baron Hormayr says right,--and he ought to
know,--why, the cause is deserting _you_, not you it--at least--Ah, it
is not so! O Speckbacher, I am pulled two ways! why have you made me
think the cause so important all along, if you are going to forsake it
now?"
"Why, so it is--"
"Then, why desert it?"
"Because, dear, they say it's hopeless. I wish you would not use that
uncomfortable word 'desert.'"
"I will not--I feel persuaded that a brave man may forsake a hopeless
cause--nay, I think he owes it to those who love him. What sleepless
nights have you given me, Speckbacher! But now, if I think you are
safe, my rest will be sweet."
"I declare I know not what to do," cried Speckbacher, tossing his
arms upwards, and then starting up and pacing the room in an agitated
manner,--then, throwing himself into a seat,--"I'll be guided by you."
"Then go with the Baron," said Maria, after a moment's pause--"yours
is too precious a life to be thrown away. When I felt it useless to
remonstrate, and my mind was convinced besides, I wound myself up to
a sort of false composure; but now, that has all dissolved away; the
necessity for it is gone, and I can only see you, hear you, think of
you as the dearest of husbands, the best and tenderest of men."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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