The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
_Harold._ You won't have to wait long if this proves a success: and it
will be one. I know it; I feel it. It isn't only that everybody who has
read it, likes it; it's something else that I can't describe, not even
to you; a feeling inside, that--call it conceit if you like, but it
isn't conceit; it isn't conceit to feel confidence in oneself. Why, look
at the trash, the arrant trash, that succeeds every day; you will say,
perhaps, that it succeeds because it is trash, that trash is what people
want--they certainly get it. But no book that ever had real stuff in it
has failed yet, and I feel that--Ha! ha! the same old feeling mentioned
above. Don't think me an awful prig, Luce. I don't talk to anybody else
as I do to you; and if you only knew what a relief it is to me to let
myself go a bit occasionally, you would excuse everything.
_Lucy._ You have a right to be conceited.
_Harold._ Not yet. I have done nothing yet; but I mean to. [_Takes up
the book._] I wonder what will become of you and your fellows; what will
be your future? Will you one day adorn the shelves of libraries, figure
in catalogues of "Rare books and first editions," and be contended for
by snuffy, long-clothed bibliomaniacs, who will bid one against the
other for the honour of possessing you? Or will you descend to the
tables of secondhand book-stalls marked at a great reduction; or lie in
a heap, with other lumber, outside the shop-front, all this lot sixpence
each, awaiting there, uncared for, unnoticed, and unknown, your ultimate
destination, the dust-hole?
_Lucy._ You are horrid. What an idea!
_Harold._ No, I don't think that will be your end. [_Puts down the
book._] You are not going to the dustbin, you are going to be a success.
No more hack work for me after this. Why, supposing only the first
edition is sold, I more than clear expenses, and if it runs to
two--ten--twenty editions, I shall receive--the amount fairly takes my
breath away. Twentieth thousand; doesn't it sound fine? We shall have
our mansion in Grosvenor Square yet, Luce; and that charming, little old
house we saw the other day up the river--we'll have that, too; so that
we can run down here from Saturday to Monday, to get away from London
fog and nastiness. Yes, I am going to be rich some day--rich--in ten
years' time, if this book gets a fair start and I have anything like
decent luck, I shall be the best known author in England. [_Rises._] The
son of the old bookseller who failed will be able then to repay those
who helped him when he wanted help, and, more delightful thought still,
pay back those with interest who did their best to keep him down, when
they could just as easily have helped him to rise. I am going to have a
success, I feel it. In a few weeks' time I'll bring you a batch of
criticisms that will astonish you. But what is the matter? why so silent
all of a sudden? has my long and conceited tirade disgusted you?
_Lucy._ No, not at all.
_Harold._ Then what is it?
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