The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Opposite to her, her husband stretched his ungainly length in a
deck-chair, and turned over a pile of official notes. Every now and
then her eyes wandered from the gay silks of the table-cover she was
embroidering to the canvas walls which bounded the narrow space into
which their few household goods were crowded. Outside there was a deep
hush. The silence of the vast empty plain seemed to work its way
slowly, steadily in, towards the little patch of light set in its
midst. The girl felt it in every nerve; it was as though some
soft-footed, noiseless, shapeless creature, whose presence she only
dimly divined, was approaching nearer--_nearer_. The heavy outer
stillness was in some way made more terrifying by the rustle of the
papers her husband was reading, by the creaking of his chair as he
moved, and by the little fidgeting grunts and half exclamations which
from time to time broke from him. His wife's hand shook at every
unintelligible mutter from him, and the slight habitual contraction
between her eyes deepened.
All at once she threw her work down on to the table. "For Heaven's
sake----_please_, John, _talk_!" she cried. Her eyes, for the moment's
space in which they met the startled ones of her husband, had a wild
hunted look, but it was gone almost before his slow brain had time to
note that it had been there--and was vaguely disturbing. She laughed a
little, unsteadily.
"Did I startle you? I'm sorry. I----" she laughed again. "I believe
I'm a little nervous. When one is all day alone----" She paused
without finishing the sentence. The man's face changed suddenly. A
wave of tenderness swept over it, and at the same time an expression
of half-incredulous delight shone in his pale eyes.
"Poor little girl, are you really lonely?" he said. Even the real
feeling in his tone failed to rob his voice of its peculiarly
irritating grating quality. He rose awkwardly and moved to his wife's
side.
Involuntarily she shrank a little, and the hand which he had stretched
out to touch her hair sank to his side. She recovered herself
immediately and turned her face up to his, though she did not raise
her eyes; but he did not kiss her. Instead, he stood in an embarrassed
fashion a moment by her side, and then went back to his seat.
There was silence again for some time. The man lay back in his chair,
gazing at his big clumsy shoes, as though he hoped for some
inspiration from that quarter, while his wife worked with nervous
haste.
"Don't let me keep you from reading, John," she said, and her voice
had regained its usual gentle tone.
"No, my dear; I'm just thinking of something to say to you, but I
don't seem----"
She smiled a little. In spite of herself, her lip curled faintly.
"Don't worry about it--it was stupid of me to expect it. I mean----"
she added hastily, immediately repenting the sarcasm. She glanced
furtively at him, but his face was quite unmoved. Evidently he had not
noticed it, and she smiled faintly again.
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