The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
one, I think, paid the tribute of giving him up so often, and if it's
rendering honour to borrow wisdom I have a right to talk of my
sacrifices. He yielded lessons as the sea yields fish--I lived for a
while on this diet. Sometimes it almost appeared to me that his
massive, monstrous failure--if failure after all it was--had been
intended for my private recreation. He fairly pampered my curiosity;
but the history of that experience would take me too far. This is not
the large canvas I just now spoke of, and I would not have approached
him with my present hand had it been a question of all the features.
Frank Saltram's features, for artistic purposes, are verily the
anecdotes that are to be gathered. Their name is legion, and this is
only one, of which the interest is that it concerns even more closely
several other persons. Such episodes, as one looks back, are the
little dramas that made up the innumerable facets of the big
drama--which is yet to be reported.
II
It is furthermore remarkable that though the two stories are
distinct--my own, as it were, and this other, they equally began, in a
manner, the first night of my acquaintance with Frank Saltram, the
night I came back from Wimbledon so agitated with a new sense of life
that, in London, for the very thrill of it, I could only walk home.
Walking and swinging my stick, I overtook, at Buckingham Gate, George
Gravener, and George Gravener's story may be said to have begun with
my making him, as our paths lay together, come home with me for a
talk. I duly remember, let me parenthesise, that it was still more
that or another person, and also that several years were to elapse
before it was to extend to a second chapter. I had much to say to him,
none the less, about my visit to the Mulvilles, whom he more
indifferently knew, and I was at any rate so amusing that for long
afterwards he never encountered me without asking for news of the old
man of the sea. I hadn't said Mr. Saltram was old, and it was to be
seen that he was of an age to outweather George Gravener. I had at
that time a lodging in Ebury Street, and Gravener was staying at his
brother's empty house in Eaton Square. At Cambridge, five years
before, even in our devastating set, his intellectual power had seemed
to me almost awful. Some one had once asked me privately, with
blanched cheeks, what it was then that after all such a mind as that
left standing. "It leaves itself!" I could recollect devoutly
replying. I could smile at present at this reminiscence, for even
before we got to Ebury Street I was struck with the fact that, save in
the sense of being well set up on his legs, George Gravener had
actually ceased to tower. The universe he laid low had somehow bloomed
again--the usual eminences were visible. I wondered whether he had
lost his humour, or only, dreadful thought, had never had any--not
even when I had fancied him most Aristophanesque. What was the need of
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