The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"You don't! You mustn't suppose he's good-looking," I added.
"Why, his wife says he is!"
My hilarity may have struck my interlocutress as excessive, but I
confess it broke out afresh. Had she acted only in obedience to this
singular plea, so characteristic, on Mrs. Saltram's part, of what was
irritating in the narrowness of that lady's point of view? "Mrs.
Saltram," I explained, "undervalues him where he is strongest, so
that, to make up for it perhaps, she overpraises him where he's weak.
He's not, assuredly, superficially attractive; he's middle-aged, fat,
featureless save for his great eyes."
"Yes, his great eyes," said my young lady attentively. She had
evidently heard all about them.
"They're tragic and splendid--lights on a dangerous coast. But he
moves badly and dresses worse, and altogether he's strange to behold."
My companion appeared to reflect on this, and after a moment she
inquired: "Do you call him a real gentleman?"
I started slightly at the question, for I had a sense of recognising
it: George Gravener, years before that first flushed night, had put me
face to face with it. It had embarrassed me then, but it didn't
embarrass me now, for I had lived with it and overcome it and disposed
of it. "A real gentleman? Decidedly not!"
My promptitude surprised her a little, but I quickly felt that it was
not to Gravener I was now talking. "Do you say that because he's--what
do you call it in England?--of humble extraction?"
"Not a bit. His father was a country schoolmaster and his mother the
widow of a sexton, but that has nothing to do with it. I say it simply
because I know him well."
"But isn't it an awful drawback?"
"Awful--quite awful."
"I mean, isn't it positively fatal?"
"Fatal to what? Not to his magnificent vitality."
Again there was a meditative moment. "And is his magnificent vitality
the cause of his vices?"
"Your questions are formidable, but I'm glad you put them. I was
thinking of his noble intellect. His vices, as you say, have been much
exaggerated: they consist mainly after all in one comprehensive
misfortune."
"A want of will?"
"A want of dignity."
"He doesn't recognise his obligations?"
"On the contrary, he recognises them with effusion, especially in
public: he smiles and bows and beckons across the street to them. But
when they pass over he turns away, and he speedily loses them in the
crowd. The recognition is purely spiritual--it isn't in the least
social. So he leaves all his belongings to other people to take care
of. He accepts favours, loans, sacrifices, with nothing more
restrictive than an agony of shame. Fortunately we're a little
faithful band, and we do what we can." I held my tongue about the
natural children, engendered, to the number of three, in the
wantonness of his youth. I only remarked that he did make
efforts--often tremendous ones. "But the efforts," I said, "never come
to much; the only things that come to much are the abandonments, the
surrenders."
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