The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I had had my disgusts, if I may allow myself to-day such an
expression; but this was a supreme revolt. Certain things cleared up
in my mind, certain values stood out. It was all very well to talk of
an unfortunate temperament; there were misfortunes that people should
themselves correct, and correct in private, without calling in
assistance. I avoided George Gravener at this moment, and reflected
that at such a time I should do so most effectually by leaving
England. I wanted to forget Frank Saltram--that was all. I didn't want
to do anything in the world to him but that. Indignation had withered
on the stalk, and I felt that one could pity him as much as one ought
only by never thinking of him again. It wasn't for anything he had
done to me; it was for something he had done to the Mulvilles.
Adelaide cried about it for a week, and her husband, profiting by the
example so signally given him of the fatal effect of a want of
character, left the letter unanswered. The letter, an incredible one,
addressed by Saltram to Wimbledon during a stay with the Pudneys at
Ramsgate, was the central feature of the incident, which, however, had
many features, each more painful than whichever other we compared it
with. The Pudneys had behaved shockingly, but that was no excuse. Base
ingratitude, gross indecency--one had one's choice only of such
formulas as that the more they fitted the less they gave one rest.
These are dead aches now, and I am under no obligation, thank heaven,
to be definite about the business. There are things which if I had had
to tell them--well, I wouldn't have told my story.
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