The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
After I had sat by him a few minutes I passed my arm over his big soft
shoulder (wherever you touched him you found equally little firmness,)
and said in a tone of which the suppliance fell oddly on my own car:
"Come back to town with me, old friend--come back and spend the
evening." I wanted to hold him, I wanted to keep him, and at Waterloo,
an hour later, I telegraphed possessively to the Mulvilles. When he
objected, as regards staying all night, that he had no things, I asked
him if he hadn't everything of mine. I had abstained from ordering
dinner, and it was too late for preliminaries at a club; so we were
reduced to tea and fried fish at my rooms--reduced also to the
transcendent. Something had come up which made me want him to feel at
peace with me, which was all the dear man himself wanted on any
occasion. I had too often had to press upon him considerations
irrelevant, but it gives me pleasure now to think that on that
particular evening I didn't even mention Mrs. Saltram and the
children. Late into the night we smoked and talked; old shames and old
rigours fell away from us; I only let him see that I was conscious of
what I owed him. He was as mild as contrition and as abundant as
faith; he was never so fine as on a shy return, and even better at
forgiving than at being forgiven. I daresay it was a smaller matter
than that famous night at Wimbledon, the night of the problematical
sobriety and of Miss Anvoy's initiation; but I was as much in it on
this occasion as I had been out of it then. At about 1.30 he was
sublime.
He never, under any circumstances, rose till all other risings were
over, and his breakfasts, at Wimbledon, had always been the principal
reason mentioned by departing cooks. The coast was therefore clear for
me to receive her when, early the next morning, to my surprise, it was
announced to me that his wife had called. I hesitated, after she had
come up, about telling her Saltram was in the house, but she herself
settled the question, kept me reticent, by drawing forth a sealed
letter which, looking at me very hard in the eyes, she placed, with a
pregnant absence of comment, in my hand. For a single moment there
glimmered before me the fond hope that Mrs. Saltram had tendered me,
as it were, her resignation and desired to embody the act in an
unsparing form. To bring this about I would have feigned any
humiliation; but after my eyes had caught the superscription I heard
myself say with a flatness that betrayed a sense of something very
different from relief: "Oh, the Pudneys?" I knew their envelopes,
though they didn't know mine. They always used the kind sold at
post-offices with the stamp affixed, and as this letter had not been
posted they had wasted a penny on me. I had seen their horrid missives
to the Mulvilles, but had not been in direct correspondence with them.
"They enclosed it to me, to be delivered. They doubtless explain to
you that they hadn't your address."
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