The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Several times within the last two months, little Henri--now going on
for four years old--had come toddling down to the cottage by himself,
to his aunt’s unbounded amazement and delight. “Maman is at market,”
he explained with dignity the first time, in answer to the wondering
queries. “Papa yoked the oxen to the big cart after dinner, and they
went; Anna is talking all the afternoon to Pierre Puyoo in the road;
and Henri was alone. So Henri came; Henri loves his aunt, and would
like some biscuits.” Great was the content of that hour in the cottage,
when Jeanne-Marie sat in the big arm-chair, and the boy prattled and
ate his biscuits on her knee. Anna’s hard young smile, that scorned
emotion, was always a _gêne_ to this harmony of old and young; also,
there was no need to glance anxiously at the clock; for the oxen take
two hours to get home from the market, and who leaves the town till
late in the afternoon? “Anna will miss _le petit_,” Jeanne-Marie
suggested the first time; but he answered proudly: “She will think _le
petit_ takes care of the geese in the meadow; do I not have charge of
all the geese many afternoons? And when I am six years old, papa has
promised I may guard the cows, and bring them home to milk at sundown,
as André Puyoo and Georges Vidal do, each day. Also, why cannot Henri
come to see _la tante_ when he likes?”
But nevertheless, the second and third occasions of these happy visits,
always on market-days, Jeanne-Marie became uneasy. Did Suzanne know
of the boy’s absences? Were those fitful jealousies she now displayed
almost every Sunday, the result of her knowledge? And if she did
not know, would there not be a burst of rage when she heard? Should
Jeanne-Marie risk this joy by telling her of its existence, and
asking her permission for its continuance? How well the hard tones of
Suzanne’s voice, framing each plausible objection, came to her mind,
as she thought. No, she could not do it. Let the child come, and go on
coming every market-day, for as long as he could. She would say no word
to encourage his keeping it secret from his mother; he would tell her
one day, if he had not told her already, and then, if anger there was,
surely the simple words, “May not your child visit his aunt alone?”
must bring peace again.
So Jeanne-Marie reasoned away her fears. But now, as she stood in her
garden, her lips were trembling with anxiety.
Last Sunday she had been too ill to go up to the farm. A sudden
agonising breathlessness, together with great dizziness, had forced
her to bed, and Marthe’s boy had gone up with the message. But neither
that day nor the next, which was market-day, nor any following day,
had Suzanne, or Anna, or little Henri come to see her. And to-day was
Saturday. And she realised wearily that to-morrow she could not get to
the farm; she felt too ill and feeble. “My heart aches,” she said to
Marthe each day, “my heart aches.”
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